Although I'm not good enough a writer to actually be at stake as an author, I feel that I have to express what I feel are points about life, and which I can't (at least not easily enough)write with good quality. I apologize for that :-( ... and hope people can enjoy these stories anyway.
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
The Evil Choice of Woman or Man
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: The Evil Choice of Woman or Man
A Horrible Refuge
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: A Horrible Refuge
Hearsay and Gypsies
“Yes it is that!” Deborah said, “It
is a gypsy trick to try to pretend there is someone to distrust in
anyone who dares not to show what they're about when there's a
competence in that someone to seem satisfied with them not knowing!”
Sophie looked at her and answered: “I
thought gypsy tricks were about trying fool you into saying to
yourself that there's no hidden danger. I mean - if there's
anything to the gypsies - it's that they keep their thefts hidden
that way!”
“I mean that they pretend that in
order to have it there either are no dangers to disguise, or else
they have the right to accuse that person! In such circumstances they
often manage either to steal or to put blame on such a person. Often
they even do both things at once!”
“It is not a gypsy cunning in the
first place to be able to seem real about circumstances that are
about the dangers of not knowing! It is not they who would be able to
pretend as though there were not any reasons to believe oneself to
have nothing to do with whomever they could perhaps otherwise
distrust in such a way!”
“I find it in you not to admit that
she who took your money wasn't all about seeming innocent. Instead
she was about trying to feel innocent by your comparison!”
Sophie looked thoughtful. “I wasn't
sure about her! It's not quite certain to me, even, if that lady was
a gypsy! She seemed to act the way one could expect from one, I
think. But since she was not quite dark-skinned and not dressed as a
gypsy woman, she still seems possible as something else. But, true,
that aside, I could be into a predicament of that they are sly that
way, and that it's they who trick people into seeming guilty
somehow.”
Now Deborah looked thoughtful. “I
presume it's the gypsies who aren't very fond of being the way one
could expect them to be! But still there seems to me to be, in their
culture or something, that kind of a strategy!”
“Of pretending another person is
guilty by having him or her seem to hide whatever he or she didn't
think about emphasizing? Yeah! Perhaps it's really something they did
for survival way back when they started wondering around!”
“Yes! Exactly that! It's about that
they evilly pretend we should watch out for ourselves and thereby
catch us of guard, sometimes. When we are, they skillfully steal
something form ya!”
“Debbie, it's not a certainty that
they would pertain to that still in this day and age, except to the
extent they still steal from us. I mean they aren't necessarily the
ones using that trick nowadays - even if it is, perhaps they who
invented it!”
“I agree! But they have stolen from
us, or at least it's probably they, that is - and once I'm sure it
was a gypsy lady who did pick-pocket me, because she seemed to be the
one to pretend I was pretending as if nothing about the ability I
might have to pick a boyfriend among her people1 She was evilly
vindictive about it, probably! I can't but know that it was she who
stole my wallet just to show me that they were in charge of each
other, and not I, some stranger, who was. ...”
“You mean she really despised you
that much for wanting a boyfriend among her people!?”
“I guess so. I'm not sure about the
way she thought about me, nor my fellow on the side! I presume she
happened to feel I was insolent, and I can feel that some others I
know would also have avenged it!”
“Then perhaps you would be the one to
blame for it!”
“Even so I don't feel they have the
right to retaliate that easily! I mean I was just checking them out,
those two gypsy men, who seemed rather handsome, the two of them!
Also, I was trying to flatter them! Even so she retaliated as if
there was something wrong with that I even looked at her people!”
“Okay, Deb! I agree that perhaps
there's something to what you've just told me! But I still feel that
you have to retaliate a little less against those people! I mean that
you're being superficial if they are to be defined as crooked all the
time just because of that once!”
“It's not safe at all to presume it
was only that one time! I feel, thereby - of course, isn't it?! -
that there's not at all retaliation in just saying to myself that
they aren't always trustworthy!”
Sophie looked thoughtful again. “Okay.
I'll help you retaliate that, but on one condition! It isn't me that
they should be into seeing as the one who is after their skins in
this! It's you who should obviously be the one to stick her neck out,
if anyone, that is!”
Debbie sighed. “Of course, Sophie!
Yeas, of course I'll be the one to take most of their hatred for
this! I already feel their sympathy couldn't be there, so yes, I'm
ready to take that!”
After two weeks, the two women had,
with some help from both of their families, spread the word in their
neighbourhood that gypsies were evil people. This had seemed like
nonsense to some, but as old news to others. But they had fended for
their words by spreading that they also were pretending others were
guilty and that they thereby got away with being it themselves. This
the gypsies were now beginning to retaliate against them for.
Firstly, it said in a newspaper that
the two women, and both of their families, seemingly, it said, were
prejudice blackmailers, who stopped at nothing for seeming insulted
by people who were already outcasts. Secondly it said that they were
trying to warn people about something that actually didn't exist,
namely that gypsies were, supposedly, more keen than others on
pretending those who don't know their hiding something should be
still viewed as wanting to hide it. The article sort of disproved the
notion of that they did so by referring to a situation where gypsies
had been harassed by several people without being able to defend
themselves. it said that they could have done so by pretending one of
them was hiding that he was cunning at ruling them all, and that they
were quite obviously not keen enough to do so.
The two women and their families
defended themselves in by having it that they, the gypsies wouldn't
even recognize such a possibility had they not been more keen on
doing that than most people. They also stated that those who had
attacked them probably simply had guarded themselves against such
stuff, well enough for not even the gypsies to be able to pull that
trick against them. It was not a certainty, they had it, that the
gypsies wouldn't intimidate them so much that they weren't able to be
aware of their own defences. This they wrote in an a letter to the
editor of a rivaling newspaper, where they also wrote that the
gypsies had “obviously been guilty of very much pretension about
their issue! This is also what they usually do!” they stated, and
continued: “Thereby such people cannot really be trusted about
anything!” they concluded.
“But this is not our opinion!” the
editors of that newspaper wrote after the column.
“I from here on will not ever try to
seem to be responsible about this kinds of assertions!” Debbie said
after reading it. “From here on, we shall not ever again pretend as
if something about those damned gypsies! Instead, I will from here on
fake that they are too innocent to believe! That way, perhaps, the
public will claim hearsay against them and thereby make it
self-evident that they pertain to being evil in the sense that they
don't pertain to actual society!”
Sophie looked at her and answered: “How
come you then feel that they are that guilty? I mean that they seem
innocent in that you call it hearsay, those rumors you want to use
against them!”
“I feel that it's hearsay that should
be enough said about them! Thereby, I will feel superior by just
pointing at them as the ones with whom hearsay is enough!”
“I can't presume you even know what
you're dealing with! When I hear you say hearsay is the only way to
define those people, then it seems to me that they haven't got any
facade at all, since they are harassed by you so easily!”
“I can't believe my ears! But I will
from now on consider you not to be my friend and thereby not one to
be trusted much! I presume you will from now on also not view me as
that friend you could be talking to at points!”
“I agree!” she answered, and with
that they ended their friendship.
Saturday, June 27, 2015
The Notion of Having a Real Good Family
Enthusiastically, cunningly and without
remorse, she threw her fiancé's gift to her in the water. She
felt he had betrayed her, and that she couldn't forgive him without
there being an enthusiasm about having another man seem to be much
more suitable for her. Upon humiliating with that, she could probably
feel that the old relationship was not totally regrettable.
“I wonder,” she asked herself, “why
I suppose I am the woman to be had at the same time as hating that
man for feeling that about himself! But somehow,” she continued
pondering, it wasn't true that he could possibly have been anything
but a fake with her! This was so since she didn't seem to fit in, in
situations where he seemed at home and at ease with faking that his
assets where of much better quality than hers had been!
As she kept thinking about it, she said
to herself that “I have no lust for the type of fellow who will
cheat on me, even though I feel very much like cheating myself!”
Even so, somehow, she threw herself enthusiastically into the kind of
contexts where it wasn't allowed to be a cheater, just because she
wanted to seem to be much better than him at not cheating, and thus
win the confidence from the next guy to cheat with!
“I feel that I myself have an
imbecile in me, for being the moron who enthusiastically pretends to
be a none-cheater, while all my friends are cheaters, and keep on
humiliating me as though I were the moron who should be treated as
though there were no competences in me to see to my own good as were
it an asset for others as well as the closest among my friends and
other acquaintances!”
Thereby, she stood now, at the
embankment's deep-water stretch, having thrown her engagement ring
into the water. “I will now, from here on, never again feel tha the
would be the guy to marry! I will never again feel that he would be
my husband had he tried for eternity to become it! I will thereby
erase his memory for all but the sore attitude I'll have about him
forever, from now on!”
As she stood there, she sensed someone
walking up beside her. She turned around and saw her brother. She
looked him in the eyes and said: “You shouldn't have come here! No
matter why you followed me here, you must tell me why you think what
I'm doing is any of your business!”
“I followed you here because I wanted
to make certain that you felt like saying something aobut what the
engagement seemed to lead up to!”
“I felt that it led up to nothing but
the type of nonsense about marriage that there is to a guy with no
predicaments of feeling that we should be a couple forever after!”
“Then how come you stand still and
seem to be pondering on what went wrong between you?!”
“I'm not pondering on what went
wrong! I'm pondering on why I've become this half-ass bitch who
doesn't care to be responded to by anyone but those who are against
me in the sense that they don't care for morals and standards that I
had when I grew up!”
“Then I don't care to find you to be
anything but a nuisance for the friend of mine you were engaged to!”
“Then stop telling me that I should
be the one to listen to you! Because I don't have anything here but
the man I will regret that I ever came close, even, to marrying!”
“But why do you pretend he is the
guilty one! He is nothing but the same sort that you are! You and he
both cheat on each other! Both of you hate each other for it! And
thereby you and he shall be forever bound by taht your engagement was
of mutual contentment about the other partner suffering from that!”
She turned towards him. “What do you
mean by that I shall be seen as nearly, even, the same as that man!
It's he, and it isn't I, who ruined the marriage plans by cheating so
that I could feel so bad about him!”
“He felt just about the same about
you, sis, and thereby I proclaim the two of you to be just about as
alike as all that! Moreover I shall soon enough be into serious
business with him as a partner! I will not let you feel that I have a
bad partner for all of that! It's you who are the mediocre spouse who
tells herself not to be into seeming, even, to be loyal, and now that
I have him as a partner, I will harass you about it, until you seem
loyal to him - and thereby me as well!”
“I will not permit that you and he
enter that partnership! I will not allow the wtwo of you to pretend
I haven't fatally had it in him to cheat so bad that he doesn't seem
fit for even being a business partner!”
“Then what about you and that
business partner you had in Mark, who was my partner in bed for about
two weeks?! I mean he was also a cheater who didn't seem to realize
it wasn't too good to have fairly many others, while pretending to be
with only me!”
“I don't agree with that that is at
all alike! It isn't me who was into a le3sbian relationship in the
first place! It is into gay and lesbian to be into a multitude of
partners and you know that! Besides, I'm not bedding my new one until
we have an engagement ring each, and so that's final about those
dirty hook-ups of yours!”
“My liaisons and so forth are not to
be seen as that dirty! We feel connected to one another in ways that
cultivates essentials of togetherness! We don't just run around and
feel for each other that tehre is some dirty story to be had here and
now!”
“Then why do you feel that my
ex-fiancé is anything but a dirty bastard?! And then why do
you seem to be into relationships with them as though they were
buddies and not the kinds of partners one should really take
seriously?!”
“It's because I and my partners
usually feel that it's outside a relationship that it should be, that
stuff about trying to be faithful and to simple-mindedly pretend that
everyone is evil who tries to stop whatever phoney obligations and
stuff one is into when one deals with the so-called marriage or, like
you, that very phoney status of being into that marriage should be!”
“Then how come you don't chose few
partners for the sake of committing yourselves to each other?! There
must be enough partners out there for you to commit yourselves to,
even without there also being commitments on the side!”
“No! Whatever partner I chose must be
committed to me, well enough for me to feel that I can be certain
about her or him without that meaning that we should be into that
relations on the side are too bad to have!”
“Then why do you feel that I have not
thrown my engagement ring over the dock for the sake of pretending as
if something about the way the see it when we are into a relationship
of so-called status of being faithful and stuff?! How come you keep
on nagging me as though there wasn't any commitment to be real about
things, so that neither would be unfaithful and neither would be
disloyal - in any other sense, either!”
“I say to you that there's no
commitment on his side that isn't into the weird notions of
pretension that he was forced to be into for the sake of keeping you
satisfied. But that's just because of your faking attitudes that he
had to have that pretension!”
“Then I will from now one never again
speak to you as my brother! It is not a family that it should be to
speak to one's sister as though she didn't have any commitment on his
side!”
“I will from here on, then, see you
as my idiot sister who doesn't pertain to morals, nor standards about
living that are real about relationships being loosely held and
thereby smart at willingness to admit one's problems with each
other!”
“I feel as though you have
embarrassed this family that I grew up with so much that we don't
have anything left to say to each other! From here on you shall not
be my brother and I shall not again speak to you as though you were!”
With that she left him where he stood,
and went home to their parents and began to cry to their mother about
him. She asked her to forgive him just the same, but she couldn't.
Thereby she asked him to move our, as soon as he came back. But he
didn't. Instead, she moved to another town and told everyone there
that her brother was a man to ruin every family relationship that he
got to have anything to do with.
“Forever after I shall be with me and
my own family of friends! I have no family that are of that
biological context that my mother has it is so trustworthy!” she
though for herself, two years later, and committed suicide.
Friday, June 26, 2015
How I Feel about Murdering an Ex
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: How I Feel about Murdering an Ex
The Best Woman There Is
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: The Best Woman There Is
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Steve's Girlfriend
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: Steve's Girlfriend
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
The Predicament of not Having any Opposite-Gender Partners
This story is, although not adult, fairly much about an adult issue, and thereby not suitable more for chldren than for adults. It has therefore been moved to the adult blog, anyway. Click the link if you feel like reading it: The Predicament of not Having any Opposite-Gender Partners
Monday, June 22, 2015
A Girlfriend of a Very Gay Man
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: A Girlfriend of a Very Gay Man
Catastrophy of a Cunning Attitude
“No, I can't feel I'm bad for
them! But still they try to make me seem as though I insult their
beings so much. It's not until now that I finally found out they're
into seeing me as what they're relatives are! It is they who have
relatives in those disgusting old hags who really are so repulsive
that only they, who are their relatives, can endure thoughts of
liking 'em!
“It is they, not I,” he continued,
“who have it in them to fake that it's moral that isn't worthwhile
about the appearance and so! It's just that the younger of the
relatives oftentimes are pretty and thereby very smart at pretending
it's I who am the nuisance that also they will be when they become
old hags!”
His sister looked at him. “But then
you can actually pretend as if they would never feel that they'd have
to be beautiful just in order to even things out, about that their
old relatives are so disgusting?”
“I can't believe they are anything
but the same as they were! Those disgusting old fellows and hags, who
really disgust people all around them - and then they have these
mean descendants who pretend intensively that it's everyone else who
disgusts people!”
“So you admit that it's not only the
females that become disgusting with old age? Okay! But then I shall
see to it that one cannot view them as possibly, even, anything but
so evil that we shall not be humiliated by them again!”
“I've already tried that! But somehow
people seem to view them as innocents, until they are made vulnerable
by them, enough so that they aren't capable of tormenting them with
how obvious it is! Please, sis, the notion of them as totally evil
came as a real shock for me, as does it for everyone else who deals
with their young as though they were not evil!”
“But how can we tell them apart?! I
mean most old people could now and then look disgusting form me! I
presume that you also can feel that way!?”
He sighed. “Yeah! I guess I can! But
then again they don't seem as disgusting as all that! I don't know
how to put this: They aren't as bad as those old parents or
grandparents of the meanies that I have suffered from being
acquainted with!”
“Okay! But then almost all the old
people could be judged as just the same apart from that some are
worse and some less bad, it seems! Because, I can tell that they are
going to blackmail the hell out of our relatives if we campaign
against their obnoxious defence for their disgusting elders!”
He sighed again. “I know. But they
will thrive unless I do something about them!” he proclaimed.
“Thereby, I will from now on not see them as my friends and/or
would be lovers even if they try to be friendly - or lovely, that
is - with me!”
“I doubt it they could ever revenge
that from you! Because you are the one to be able to actually present
them as being as evil as they really are, I think! We shall from now
on, thereby, pretend as if something about that they are evil and we
are good!”
“Okay! Then I shall present my
assumptions about a stud that was there as my employer earlier this
year! I can say that it's he and not the others of them that would be
susceptible for the notion of himself as the stud to be harassed by
them, instead of that I or others of our people be that!”
“I see! But what's your point - or
what will be your strategy, that is - against him!?”
“Oh! We both have a second cousin who
seems a lot like that guy! She is perfectly normal to speak to, but
very arrogant against those who cannot feel they are superior to her!
This will make him seem like the stud to harass, and thereby we will
have that it's not us and our people they pester! Presumably at
least, they will thereby pester him to the extent that they really
kill his soul! And thereby, I shall see to it that I can proclaim
them to be as evil as they are!”
She looked thoughtful. “Wow! Then
perhaps we could also blame him for the incompetence of finding
oneself to be of virtue for anything else but to prejudging those
inferior as supposedly wicked and thereby supposedly very
punishable!”
“Yes! I think we will manage to do
that as well!”
The pestering against the two siblings
who had spoken did go away, after they started to blackmail that
former employee of the brother. Thereby, they also found themselves
to be inaccurately pointed to as evil in the sense that they thought
they were the only ones who had the problem of how disgusting and
evil some seem to be. Because that had been the reputation they
earned by complaining about their own situations about such things.
The blackmail continued for several
weeks, before they were run into by someone who pointed at them as
the so-called superiors of everyone by the means of trying to insult
everybody who couldn't handle their look-alike of that former
employee. But they responded by simply blackmailing that fellow as
well, because, there too, they found a relative who reminded people
of him. This look-alike was obnoxiously happy with complaining about
people who were obnoxious about presenting actual problems that they
had. He was seemingly supreme in that his obnoxious attitudes kept on
winning ground against those who really had something to complain
about.
From that point, their two look-alike
blamers benefitted them into having a smart position against almost
all potential enemies, they noted. Thereby, they felt very proud of
having had their relatives seem superb compared to their
out-of-family look-alikes, respectively. Thereby, the two siblings
were superb on the markets of selling their goods, and they became
notorious for having all they sold seem better than their competitors
merchandise. This they did by having the competitors seem inferior at
handling people who were troubled, by slyly making their two
look-alike blamers present them as and/or provoke them into being
evil about the kinds of problems those two were blaming their look
alikes for their attitudes about.
But, this became a bubble that would
burst. It happened when, several years later, one of their look-alike
blamers was killed by a few people she had provoked. Since she was
killed while pretending to be that former employee of her relative,
this stopped him and her other relatives from going to the police,
because they were quite afraid of being discovered. Thereby they
avenged the murder by murdering three people whom they found to be
involved with killing their look-alike blamer.
However, eventually, the vengeance was
avenged from the other direction, which they in turn avenged back,
too. There was thus a gangster war on, of sorts. Eventually, the two
siblings and very many of their relatives had died from it. Then,
finally, the police discovered it all, but the story was silenced in
the press, as are very many others that are too embarrassing or those
involved. Because, we have in our justice system a possibility for
those accused as well as for the defendants to keep their trials and
so on secret.
Sunday, June 21, 2015
The Hatred
“There's a cruelty to be had!” the
old man had said.
“I believe he meant,” Sonya said to
her friend Angela, “that we should be cruel to those unfit for
understanding that God is there for the resurrection of those who car
to understand that he is there. In other words, we do not have to
care at all about the atheists, and to the extent they tell us we're
uncaring, we shall see to it that no one understands them as having a
correct point of view!”
“I already did see it all that way”
Angela answered. “Thereby, I'll go on trying to be a cruel and
cunning person in that sense. And so should you! And to the extent
they complain about it, we'll just not let them in on how to view God
as the superb being he is, and thereby have them seem much more
unjust than us.”
“I agree! Thereby we shall from now
on always take it there are no cruelties in the Christian faith, and
that it's always the atheists and so who cause all the trouble in the
world!”
“Good! Then we can both go about
trying to make them also seem ridiculous when they ridicule our state
of mind of worshipping Christ!”
In that, the two sisters smiled at each
other and took it there would form this be a smart aspiration to be
having against those who thought they were the better ones just
because they saw the world with logical eyes. Sonya added that she
would go to the grocery store to see if there were any food there to
use for the sake of seeming immature for the cruelty of being
important enough to eat meat. Angela smiled at that and said she
would follow.
When there, they met a store clerk who
said they were welcome to look around but that he would have to be
paid if they wanted any of the stuff he sold. The two girls looked
around and found various vegetables that would suit their needs for
being uncruel in the mentioned sense. After a while the two of them
came back to the store clerk, each with a bundle of groceries.
The clerk weighed them and told them
what they had to pay, respectively, for it. The two of them paid and
then said goodbye. but before they left, one of them said: “I
assure you we are not atheists like the rest of them, those customers
that come here and have you seem so little by their comparison!”
The store clerk looked at her in surprise and answered: “I am an
atheist myself, so I don't feel very small about it!” the the two
girls both looked at him and said simultaneously: “Thereby you
shall burn in hell, for there is no peace for the atheists from now
on!”
He looked at them in astonishment, then
he said: “Why in the world do you think I believe that nonsense! I
just told you I was an atheist, and atheists don't believe in such
superstition! You both know, girls, that I am not an evil man, and
that you are just being prejudice for the sake of pleasing your
parents! I feel that you should both go to them and say that I am not
affected by their curses nor those of these tow children of them that
I hereby have about me!”
Sonya answered: “I don't look forward
to that Christ shall not be ruling over the world, so that you and
all the other atheists can be punished!”
“I do not mind that your opinion is
as low as anybody's. But I do mind that you feel that I am trying to
fend of the thought of that Jesus figure trying to take over the
world. Actually, I don't care at all, apart from to the extent you
expect me to be superficial enough to be even thinking about your
nonsense!”
Angela then said: “You will see later
that Christ will come down from heaven and then you shall all be
punished!”
“I can't believe that! I don't know
how they can teach you to believe such weird stories of how he shall
be the ruler of this world from now on - and as though he hadn't
already been put in that position by you!”
“I will not forgive you for calling
that a nonsense statement! I will not forgive that you called my
parents bad-ass parents who don't care for their children, just
because they teach us Christ and not all the awful stuff that you
learn in schools!”
The clerk looked gravely at her. “How
come,” he asked, “ is there no reason in that head of yours!? You
seem to be uninterested in caring about justice in the first place!
And then you speak about us as if we were the ones to doom as though
we were unjust!”
The girl looked at him with some
contempt. “I will tell my parents that you are an atheist and that
you will be evil enough to stop our world from being saved by the
good Jesus Christ!”
“I will thereby acknowledge that you
are so superstitious that your nonsense will be defended by their
means of defending any nonsense they believe in!”
The other girl told him to shut up,
because now they were going to have him to hell, and that without
feeling a bit guilty about it.
Thereby the two girls went to their
parents and asked them to shoot him. The next day they did. The girls
rejoiced although they knew he had not been evil at all. He was only
a man to be counted as Jesus' enemy. Now the two girls could feel
self-confidence rise in that they had power over the atheists, in
that he was surely going to hell!
But four weeks later, their parents
were both dead. The store clerk had naturally warned his relatives
about the girls' family. And they had naturally revenged the murder.
But, the two girls thought that was
enough to put them in hell all of them. Meanwhile, their as they
themselves, sooner or later, would naturally go to heaven, they
thought.
They were put in a home for misfit
children of parents who were part of the mafia, but who couldn't
resist tempting their parents to be evil enough to obviously be a
menace not to be thought of as anything but completely evil, no
matter what they said.
This they thought of as a vengeance
that would be only on the surface. But eventually the two of them
grew older and began to understand that there was no cruelty in
saying to oneself that one's soul is superb compared to atheists'
souls. The tow girls thereby committed the crime of treachery against
their parents, and now hated them for having taught them about Jesus
and about how cruelty could change the world into His benefit and
prosperity.
It Was an Encounter of Unfortunate Infidelity
Stella and Hans were having their
second child. As it was born, even, Hans looked at her, his new-born,
and established for himself that he felt that this second child of
Stella was not his child. Very troubled by this, he soon after told
both his wife and the hospital staff who had taken care of the
delivery what he felt. A doctor who was there then looked at him and
said: “I assure you, we can take a paternity test, if that's what
you want!”
“Yes, I really very much think that
would be adequate!” Hans answered.
After a few days, the paternity test
showed that Stella's second child indeed had another father than
Hans. Stella, who was very chocked by this tried to convince everyone
that she hadn't slept with anyone else. “I assure you, Carl, that
there must have been a look-alike of yours in our bed, then!”
To himself Hans thought about the weird
attitudes there could have been about him, had he not been sensitive
enough to tell immediately what he suspected. “I suspect there's no
better way to find out than to look for that guy and then have it he
should pay alimony for it, apart from that I would like to sue him
for dealing in our business of some sort!”
Stella looked troubled. “Yes, of
course,” she said after a while.
“I propose you see to it that no one
ever set's his foot in the bed room, again, whom we don't both know
for certain who he is!”
Stella looked thoughtful. “I suppose
that they might come to us and pretend to be you, and then I would
believe you and I do know that for a certainty!”
“I will rig up some hidden cameras
then! I can even have them send signals to me at work, probably. But
I'll have to check that with the boss, and then perhaps I can see to
it that we get our alimony!”
“I don't suppose you feel that I need
some privacy from whomever that is that will be at your work place
spying on me?!”
“I suppose you don't really want us
to get to know who that bastard is then, do you, Stella?!”
She sighed. “I believe I can find out
who it is in some other way, dear! But, of course, I'm not completely
sure unless the cameras do say something about the intrusions that
could possibly be there!”
“It is the camera that shall say who
that man is, apart form that he looks like me! So when will I have
the knowledge of what you do when you're not at home?”
“Don't worry! I'll be at home almost
always! I'll just go shopping a few times a week and perhaps once in
a while go to mall where we found our furniture! I suppose that
errand is of interest for you as well as me, dear?”
“Yes, I guess! But why don't you
suppose that I'll be suspicious when you want to be away for that
long without telling me in advance?”
“I suppose you don't know why I go
there and find our furniture to be bought at spectacular prices?!”
“I don't know why there should be so
little that says you could be with someone there and screw him while
waiting for the delivery of the goods that you've ordered!”
“I will thereby see to it that you
don't have to worry about that! I'll see to it that no one comes near
me at that place!”
“I suspect that will not be an issue
to discuss then, right, honey!?”
“That's correct, dear!”
“I will then see to it that there are
people I'm related to there on the occasions that you go there! And
if you go there without telling me first, then I will assume you're
guilty of infidelity!”
“I suppose you will go there
sometimes and find out with the staff where I've been when I was
there?!”
“Yes, I might do that!”
“In order to find out, you could also
find a person there to be your informer about me?!”
“I just might try that!”
“Then why don't you feel that we all
should be into this stuff about weird accusations about the mall
staff and stuff?!”
“I don't like the way that they feel
about it if we have to go about it that way! It is as though you want
me to tease them and as though they wouldn't react by taking the part
of whomever is the one to challenge our marriage!”
“I can assure you that even I can
speak to them so that they know that we need reassurance about what
our enemies could be in that sense!”
“I cannot believe they wouldn't try
to challenge that! Therefore I will go there myself and talk to some
of their staff members, not to mention the director and so! ...”
A few weeks later Stella did go to the
furniture mall and there he met some guy who told her that her
husband had been there and said that there should be a lookout
“against possible tormentors of the marriage he and you have!”
Stella said: “I assure you that all
my stakes or ventures will be for the best of my family!”
The man looked at her and said: “I
feel that you and August have something to be talking about, then!”
“I feel I have to do that!” Stella
agreed.
“I was not until yesterday that he
went here for us to know about it! How come your husband knows so
much about the whereabouts you might have!?”
“I have to talk to august himself,
please!”
“Okay, then!” he said and left.
Stella looked around. August was among
the staff members who took care of deliverance of carpets. She went
there during the time it took for the deliverance of a ornament for
the kitchen, and looked for him.
She found him while he was talking to a
few customers. He quickly glanced at her while talking to them, but
did not interrupt himself until five minutes later. Then he just
said: “Can I help you, madam?”
“I feel you and I have to talk! It's
serious August! It seems I had a child with you after that time we
screwed last June! Now my husband suspects that I've been screwing
someone who is very dangerous for our marriage!”
“I suppose you then want me to tell
him that I am not that kind of a danger for the tow of you!?”
“Yes, I wold want you to tell him
something like that!”
“How come we didn't have a talk about
that you were married in the first place!?”
“I didn't want to tell you, because
then you would control my will to say to myself that I was in a happy
marriage!”
“How come then do you feel now that I
can tell your husband that I am not a threat to that?!”
“I feel that you have a
responsibility to say that to him anyway! I also feel that you should
not be pretending it was I who seduced you and not the other way
around!”
He looked at her and said: “I feel
that you don't feel that I don't know why you would lie to me in that
case!”
“I feel that you are not responsible
for me lying, but you are however responsible for me having to feel
that you should have a sexual encounter with me!”
“I can't feel that I have had any
sexual encounter where I was informed about the details of that girl
whom I thought at first was a virgin!”
She looked at him and said: “I cannot
feel so totally responsible for my actions as long as you can say
that I feel superior for the sake of trying to keep out-of-place
stuff away from real-life encounters!”
“Then I will say to your husband that
I have had no chance to get to know that you were married!”
“Can't you say to him that you didn't
feel he was a threat to the good type of relationship that you and I
had!?”
“No, I can't feel like telling him
that!”
“I can't believe that you don't feel
that you and I had an encounter that wasn't good enough for us to
uphold it as the type of responsible relationship that is not to be
viewed as infidelity!”
“I can assure you that there's not
any intent of being infidel on my part!”
“Then there is not any clue for him
about why we had a relationship to begin with!”
“I can assure you that I have no idea
of why there should be an intimate relationship on the side of a
marriage that seems functional without it!”
“There isn't any marriage that can
work that well! I feel you don't want to admit that a marriage is not
an institution of intending to feel for each other that it was only
the other partner who was worth it to stake one's ventures with!”
“I thereby tell you that there is no
clue for me of how I should know that this view point of yours should
be seen as the absolute fact you've been telling me that it is!”
“Oh! I don't feel that he needed to
be informed, after all! It's he, not I, who hinders such good
relationships form happening! It's he and not I who wanted this
marriage to break up, because he, not I was into soar attitudes about
me wanting to find out what it was like with real romance for a
while!”
“I can't believe you really feel
infidelity is so honest, and still feel that you don't have anything
to loose by telling people that your husband is unseemingly confident
that marriage should be the only alibi for being correct about an
attitude that is not to be seen as real, as you put it!”
“I feel that you have a slack
attitude, in that case! I also feel that you don't have the guts to
tell him just because it's you and not me who wanted to open up for
the relationship to happen! Moreover, I feel you don't have the right
to intrude on me and my marriage as long as you don't admit that I
have a right to go looking for romances that are adventurous and
charming!”
“Then how come you feel that we had
an encounter that was so beautiful that I should tell your husband
that it was better than that it could threaten a marriage?! Because
neither you nor I had anything to say about that marriage! In the
first place, I didn't know about it! Secondly, you seem not to be
into relating to it as the bigger deal than some one-the-side
romances!”
“I will thereby conclude that you are
not the man I hoped you were! You will not any longer have my
sympathy for that you seem intelligent and good for a man to be
romancing with!”
“I simply can't do anything about
that.”
“Then I'll tell him that you and I
had an encounter that you were responsible of and that you should
have avoided putting me into!”
“I will then inform my boss about
that! She will not, presumably, be into letting me seem to be that
kind of a fellow!”
“I will thereby try to pretend that
you are not uncanny enough to even be into any relationship in the
first place, but I will not pretend as if something about it for my
husband!”
“I don not at all prefer to be called
the uncanny guy that you should have a screw with! In fact, I regret
that screw, and even if we did have it, there shall be no others of
it!”
“I shall thereby tell people that
there are not any businesses that ruin romantic inspirations as much
as yours!”
“Then I shall establish that there
are not any more reasons to say that I am reasoning with you without
there being taunting on your behalf that is not my business to like!”
“I will thereby stop talking to you,
and you shall know that although I have said all those things, I will
still be seen as a girl who did not know what she was getting into
when we had a relationship!”
With that she left him and went to pick
up her two kitchen ornaments and then also left the mall without
knowing that August had already said to his boss that Stella had
pretended to be unmarried and that she now intended to blackmail him
into seeming like he knew that she was married.
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Trying to Be of Fake that Is "Worth It for Eternity"
”Try to think about it!” Leon said
to his brother “Why would our enemies be into, unworthily of
emotions that seem legit for people in general, trying to fake that
they were intuitive of exactly this type of status for being sexual
about whom they choose for it?”
“I suppose you mean that they would
not interfere with us if we weren't into seeing them as potential
rivals about the sex partners?”
“Yeah, I mean that!” he said,
looking at his brother with an air of sophistication and clarity on
important issues.”
“Should we, that is, try to have it
they aren't worthy of any sex partners and thereby humiliate them? Is
that what you think could be a working strategy against them!?”
“Yes! I think that could be it!”
“I suppose they will then have cause
to feel inferior and also not be able to avenge that, right, Leon?”
“I find that to be a probable enough
thing!”
“It isn't!”
“Sam, it really is that! We shouldn't
think we have to expect them all to be able to rescue themselves ones
we have some of them in that trap! If they propose upon that, that
they should be good for relationships, then we can harass them about
not seeming good enough even for a partner for one-night stands or
so.”
“I suppose you all the time will have
a clarity on when they will be able to come back from seeming
inadequate for relationships? How come then do you find yourself to
be the one to care about as though they weren't supposedly smarter at
gaining the confidence of potential partners for sex?”
“It's because I don't find myself to
be the partner to have to beg for a woman to be saying to me that I'd
be a worthwhile date. And it's also because they don't have it in
them not to view themselves as the more adequate than most for dating
than I am. Moreover, those women that they stand for that I couldn't
have - I've screwed several of them! That means, as matter of fact,
that I am the superb at catching girls, and they are my inferiors -
and this will be everlasting!”
Sam looked at him. “No, I don't think
you're right in that they do not have any partners you don't know
about! For instance, wasn't that girl at the party with Carl
seemingly good enough for a catch he could have made you jealous
about?!”
Leon looked back at Sam and answered:
“I suppose you don't find that to be an imbecile virtue to be
having, that of having the party seem to be a responsibility for
himself to be into seeming to have the right kind of a girlfriend
at!?! Still I suppose you don't find it any harder to ridicule him
than I do, once you find out how easy it is to catch those girls,
just as long as they don't seem to be sluttier than the rest of 'em
for it!”
“I don't find them any sluttier than
most girls I run into, those whom that Carl, or his brother Peter
choose to bring about as their won for that sake!”
“Then how come, dear brother, do we
not try to find out how they really feel about those fellows?!”
“It's because we can never seem to be
innocent of realizing what they, the women that is, are about when
they manage to get laid without us knowing it!”
“I suppose you don't find that to be
a trick that they could use against us for the sake of finding us to
be the ones who stay ignorant of their mishaps as long as they're
flattering them well enough to stay with their asses for the time it
takes to become a real man seeming trustworthiness for 'em!”
“I suppose then that you don't
realize that they aren't as imbecile as all that! I mean that they
aren't unable to find out what we're about with 'em, once we start
poking into their business!”
“Okay, then I shall start looking
into what they might be able to find out about that!”
“You do that! And meanwhile I'll try
to find out what they're all about once they are into being some
woman's man for a time, and thereby what they could get into
concerning us, of blackmail or so against us!”
“Into this type of seemingly smart
attitude I would have you for the first time now!”
“Oh! I guess that's just because you
hadn't actually figured out my way of seeing them until now!”
“I suppose that means that the two of
us will be into relationships with many women who are unaware of one
another, and who thus find themselves to each one be very honored by
the attention you or I can give her!”
“I can say we should not be lonely
again, ever, that is neither one of us! I propose thereby that you
and I go and find out right now what se should have of benefits for
actually doing that!”
Thereby the two brothers tried to find
out about what they had proposed for each other that they would. Leon
did find something about how the women seem to be blackmailed by the
men that they are supposedly fond of. Meanwhile Sam had found
something about how they, the women, treat each other while having an
affair with someone the other woman fancies. This he used for drawing
the conclusion that they would for a man similar to himself or his
brother that she would fancy him for being free to get laid with
without that bringing her to shame about what to make of her friends
when they get laid that way. Without feeling that this was too far
fetched or so, the two brothers saw to it that they could feel that
there would be triumph enough for the empathy between them and the
women to make certain that nothing would ever stop them from seeming
to be real about having the females seem smart at catching men, but
not smart at seeming to catch them. In this they did manage to catch
many girls and thus reach a fairly high-ranking status about them.
This in turn showed them how to manipulate the women to be smart at
manipulating other men, so that in the end the two brothers managed
to become local chiefs of the neighbourhood. Thereby, none of the
women they managed to catch that way would, if she found out, be able
to complain much about them! Thereby, in turn, the two of them were
powerful enough to break their enemies sophisticated defences against
their own clarity, as they saw it, on what is of worth about being a
man of good reputation in their town. Thus, finally, they managed to
revert the women form doubting them into seeing them as the absolute
powers that should be eternally respected.
Thursday, June 18, 2015
The Dilemma of the Blackmailers and the Tyrants
”For every time we hear a story about
our competence, we also hear that nonsense about our competences
being fake!” The old man saying this was seemingly furious at the
facade of teaming up with each other for the sake of blackmailing
him. But, on the other side, we figured, there was no truth in that
he, nor his family, were at all as competent as they made themselves
seem. Moreover, they had been trying to portray us too as nonsense,
of the kind that one shouldn't be handling as anything but pathetic
in their comparison.
But we were afraid too of the syndicate
they spoke of. They, even more, we thought, than the old fellow who
spoke to us, were dangerous and blackmailing in the sense that they
made us all seem awkward and silly by their comparison. However, I
have no idea about how we should be into seeming smart enough to
compete with them, without them thereby being able to see to it that
they were admired as our idols or something.
“You speak as though you were able to
resurrect us all from their blackmail. But how about that blackmail
that you've been spreading about our family?” my wife asked him.
The old man sighed, and did his best to
look honest enough to deserve our sympathy. “Our so-called
blackmail against you four has never been anything but showing them
what reality is about when one doesn't see how smart other people
are!” He looked certain that he and his family would pertain to
those other people, the smart people.
The certainty in his eyes seemed to
resurrect his self-confidence, and so also his family's. “I assure
you all,” he continued, “we all have the competence and clarity
on problems that we need to be able to cope with them when they come
here! But you people will not manage them without us nearby to defend
you!”
“Then how come,” my wife asked,
“don't you feel like pretending as if something about that they
have been gladly following you so much more than us? How come,” she
continued, “tend to pretend as if we were blackmailed at all if it
hadn't been for you guys?!”
He looked startled. “I assure you,
you wouldn't feel better if it had been we who weren't there on that
festival when they began chasing us for the sake of blackmailing our
competences, which we were presenting there! That is, we will not be
the ones to be as weak as you guys would, if they came after you!
But, then again, of course, you are not smart nor competent enough
for them to have anything to be chasing after in the first place, and
thereby you feel lucky, you feel free, as though you were free from
oppression, when you're actually in need of me and all the others
here that are of my business!” by which he meant mostly him and his
relatives.
We looked at each other silently for a
short while. About four or five seconds later our eldest child,
Oscar, whispered to us: “Let's just leave them just the same! I
mean it still isn't us, but them they're after! WE don't need to feel
incompetent in order to realize that we all are absolute survivors,
apart from their incompetence not to wake the attention of the people
they're into seeing us as the enemies of!”
My wife and I smiled at this. After a
while, my wife whispered back: “I can see that they will not have
anything going for them if those people come around here! Then, in
fact, the four of us can actually be free from the terror of their
rule over us, those fakers who really seem to be into that their
enemies are always ours, and moreover that their friends are also our
enemies, of sorts.”
“Yeah I know,” Oscar whispered,
“and they seem like what we need although they completely have
created almost every problem we have ever had!”
“Yeah exactly!” I muttered, almost
to audibly for them not to hear it. So I lowered my voice to the same
whispering level they had, and continued: “I face the danger now of
having to pretend that there's not any confidence in me to stand for
clarification on the issues that we are supposedly facing. It is as
if we were cowardly on our own record, and as if their cowardice and
also boastfulness was completely unimportant.
With that we carefully left the scene
where our neighbours were still bragging and inspiring confidence in
themselves from other neighbours who were seemingly more naive than
us. I assured myself that they were busy speaking with some of them,
while we left and saw to it that no trace could be found of where we
were going.
A few hours later, we left our home
town with the boat that we had bought five weeks ago from a gypsy who
we had not rally trusted, but who showed us that the raft was rather
impeccably seaworthy. This raft was not too easily recognized, and we
had bought it in preparation for this get-away. Thereby, we had from
the gypsy vehicle a possibility of escape that it was rather safe to
assume there would be no easy-to-follow trace from.
After at sea, we harboured in a nearby
town, where we also laboured as caretakers of the outward impressions
of a few business firms there. Doing that, we earned our food and
shelter for four weeks, upon which we continued in our raft to
another town, where we did the same.
After seven more similar sea travels,
we finally reached a place where there seemed to be shelter from the
rich and wealthy people that after all were likely to be harassing us
as well as our bullying neighbours. Thereby we had finally a possible
shelter for good, or so it seemed. But it was not totally worth it to
trust that notion of security! Because a few weeks later they did
arrive there, those people, including Hito, the notorious gangster
who ridiculed so many by seeming very innocent while preparing for
torment and torture for so very many innocent-or-not people they ran
into.
We heard about their arrival by rumours
from the locals, among which we had earned a fairly good reputation
as trustworthy and a bit more helpful than that they would want to
chase us away and keep our problems to ourselves. The people of our
present village could easily have been threatened by Hito and his
gang anyway, and were thereby not at all blaming us. Fleeing people
both asked for our assistance and told us to come with them, because
now they had arrived!
We joined the fleeing rally in that we
too felt sure that fleeing was the best defence against Hito and his
evil people. After a few days, we reached a place where the locals
said we could rest and hide, perhaps forever. It was there, though,
that after a few additional days, the gang found us. When they did,
we were not surprised that the old man and his family were trying to
survive as the advisors of these people whom they had spoken so much
against.
So, with their advice potentially working against us, we saw the need to convince Hito and his gang to be smart at realizing that
they were lying more than we would be against them. Secondly, we also
needed to convince the Hito people that we were not very far away
from being dangerously defensive against them. Thirdly we needed to
resurrect ourselves from the blackmail from our former neighbours
that made us seem worthwhile fighting just the same.
I had not until then realized the
potentials of neither Hito nor Pasa, who was his assistant, of
blaming blackmailers for whatever happened that was not seemingly
worth it. Anyone could see that the people who were our former
neighbours could not resurrect themselves at our expense, although
they tried several of their tricks. On the other hand, we all saw,
also, that the Hito people were sufficiently loth against accepting
anyone but themselves as supreme or even okay and acceptable people.
But, from here on, we would not fight
these people anymore, nor even feel they were to be feared very much, really,
because they gave us a free escape from their claws.
But a few generations later, Hito's
soul was there in an empire which was much worse than in the
reincarnation when I met him and his gang. ...
Sunday, June 14, 2015
The Aspiration of the Satanists from Slyentown
”I feel they don't have anything in
common with those who have luck usually! Thereby they shall be my
inferiors for the rest of time and eternity! The devil will help me
and they might forever feel that I'm in the wrong, but I am of the
smart class of souls that will for always torture the weak souls that
are totally inferior and in the end will be the ones going to hell no
matter what Jesus says or Mohammed preaches!”
The Satanist priest put down his glass
of wine and continued: “We shall never again be conquered by the
Christians, the Moslems nor anyone else who tries to defy our
competence to be of the supreme worth forever! We will forever have
the smartness for that so-called moral that is of a satanic
competence and we shall forever have them abide by our rules by
winning by blackmail what they think they can win by moral!”
“Patrick,” the preachers friend Toby
replied, “I feel they never establish that type of moral in any way
that is superior. So why start now about that stuff they're already
trying to fake that they can handle the way we've been doing it up
until now?!”
“That's because we would always be
harassed by their believers in faith and so on if we don't embarrass
them about the soul competence finally belonging to us!”
“Then how come we shall all pretend
we don't have any cunning of our own competence and let that sanction
us for the rest of the time it takes to beat them all!?”
The Satanist priest looked around.
Everyone seemed to agree with Toby. “Thereby I shall see through
whatever I can about the scum that has been fooling me about that
stuff! I will hereafter see to it that they will be fortified as scum
for hereafter and forever!”
“Okay, then!” Toby said. “But why
will we be the winners if we cannot have seen through them already?”
“It's because they and I shall have a
final battle! And that will be soon, I presume now by my thoughts of
how I have been fooled into thinking you're all as incompetent as all
that!”
Caroline, another member of the
Satanist church spoke up: “How come then do we all feel that
incompetent to begin with, and not see through them for the notion of
reassuring ourselves about them as simple-minded and weird by their
not so brilliant attitude about care for our spirits?”
“That's because they don't at all
match our criteria of being superior in our assets of saying our
souls are our spirits and they will last forever!”
“Then how come,” Toby asked, “do
I find it to be unattractive to think about our 'friends' out there
as anything but superior?”
“I propose that you try to find that
out for yourself, my dear Toby! And meanwhile I shall foresee that
they can torment themselves about their incompetence to betray one
another as for the sake of moral, so that they others become
disillusioned to the extent that they give up on Jesus - or
whatever (whomever) they are about for their interest in pretending
to be supreme while all they see is moral as the worth of pertaining
to the upper class of souls who will last forever!”
With that Patrick drew a deep breath and
then closed the Satanist meeting for this time.
The next day, he and the smartest of
his subjects went to the close-by church and asked to see the priest.
This they saw to it that they got to do by having it that it was
entirely unfair if they didn't get to speak to him. The preachers
pupil who they spoke first to said that he would bring him to them,
and so he did.
When he came there, the priest said
“The four of you are not welcome here, but I will answer you very
briefly if there's anything you can have that says I'm a lousy
Christian otherwise!”
“I shall not be of your service for
very long then!” Patrick said obnoxiously. “I will not prolong you
any longer than it takes for me to ask a few questions about your
religion and what we have in us to say that they are the better ones
than us!” He indicated some of the church-goers around them.
“Okay! What are your questions?”
“I presume they cannot be said
without you going to search for the others that are into this convent
as a good place to bring up offspring of the rich and powerful or
so!”
“You said that you were not going to
take my time more than for the few questions you had for me!”
“Then I shall not be of obedience,
because I can say that you are a lousy preacher just the same! And
forever hereafter I shall be the superior they must look up to,
because they have already, almost all of them, encountered my power
over their actual smartness for moral and worthwhile behaviour!”
“I will not condemn them to ever see
you as their superior! Now the four of you must leave my church,
before I call the police!”
“I would not try that!” Patrick
answered. “Because the police are already willing to see me as
their friend and benefit for the smartness of details about those who
looter around their areas of care for the public!”
The priest looked bitterly at him. But
he grabbed his phone and began calling. But even before he managed to
strike the second digit, Toby had stolen it from him. With that the
four Satanists smiled and Benny (who was the second best friend of Patrick) said: “Now you're not so proud after all, are you!?”
The priest looked astonished. “My
God! They're here!” he said, but something in the air held his
astonishment back from causing him to call out enough to wake the
attention of the others there, except for the pupil of his, who had
stayed there and listened to the conversation. But he said nothing to
wake the attention of other people in the church. Instead he asked
the priest: “We shall not see them, should we, as too small a story
to be had for them all to notice!?”
The preacher stumbled: “Ye-es, I
kn-now! I h-have the f-feeling they aren't the people to be dealing
with as small stuff!”
“I cannot see why you don't call out
to them!?”
“I-it's be-cause the c-cat's got my
t-tongue!”
The pupil looked perplexed. “Then I
shall call them he said.” But when he tried to, he, also found he
was not able to.
“It is not worthy of the two of us
just to stand here and to do nothing!” he said at last.
“I know! Should we, or that will be
one of us, go there, instead, and catch their attention about what is
happening, and who they are?”
“Yes!”
“I will say to you to please go there
and tell them then!”
“Okay, I'm going!” he said, but the
forth and last member of the small Satanist delegation stood herself
in his way. The others joined in and stood two on one and one on the
other side of him.
The pupil stopped and stayed still for
a while, slowly beginning to shiver. Then the priest called out:
“Help! Please help us with those evil visitors!”
Now people saw what was going on there.
But none of them came to their rescue. They were all to used to that
there would be a reprisal if one interfered with the Satanists'
business. Instead two of them cast the two threatened people the evil
eye, and then began threateningly move closer to them.
“I shall now take command over this
church!” the Satanist priest bragged.
“I shall not let you!” the priest
of the communion burst out.
“I will not let you stop me!” the
Satanist priest said. Then he saluted the big-deal imbecile of the
cross with a salutation that meant he too should forever be of the
devil's impact.
The priest saw this and took himself to
the level of spirituality that said that Jesus could not be touched. Patrick and his followers then saw to it that the priest couldn't
rescue himself from the idiocy they saw in that Jesus himself was an
ambassador to the feeling that one is superior only if one arrogantly
says one is of the best. But this the pupil fended of by humiliating
the four of them by an arrogance that reached their black souls and
aspired for them to be condemned forever.
But the female Satanist who had stood
herself in his way: “You and I should take a chance about the
attitude of being a churchgoer and make it for real that they don't
awkwardly try to seduce us into believing they have the right to stop
us from going to church without them traducing us for our good
intentions of being church-goers that never humiliate Satan for the
sake of being teh ridicule of the Satanists! You and I will be
welcome forever to his paradise! There you and I shall go forever to
be free and fancy our wonderments and love forever the Jesus Christ
that stands before us as the tender ruler over me and all the other s
of this church!”
“I will not rescue you from that your
soul has to be punished in hell for the sake of your wisdom not being
enough for us to gain confidence in that we shall forever be bound in
the circumstance of there being absolute notions of the Christian
souls to be going to heaven and the Satanists to hell!”
She smiled, then held his hand for a
little while.
Looking deeply into his eyes, she then
said: “You will hereby feel me forever be under the rule of the
church that you propose is the best one, and thereby be under the
rule of us two going together to the paradise that was lost before
they came to be wise about the terrific supply of soulfulness that
this church crazes us ordinary believers to caress!”
“I shall not condemn you forever if
you don't take that to be the Christian church that has it you are
the real wisdom that it needs! However, I will condemn them forever
unless they speak clearly about why they're doing this to me and why
they are here to harass the priest in the first place!”
“I shall caress you for being the
gentleman who guides me from the evil of not understanding the church
and what it stands for!”
“Then I shall see in you the believer
that is probably here for the better, while these three others will
be going to hell forever!”
“I shall,” Patrick said, “forever
condemn you for trying to seduce my priestess! You see, Susanne has
no right to seduce the priest, but she has the right to seduce one of
his pupils. But taken the other way, it works differently! She is not
really a pupil in that sense. She is the highest among the female
Satanists and I shall condemn you forever for having tried to seduce
her into your religion!”
The pupil looked at him and then
realized he was evil in that he thought he was trying to seduce her,
since on the contrary she was the one to propose herself to it.
“Thereby I shall condemn you to hell!” he said. “For I have no
evil in suspending her sentence to the extent she argues over her
cause in the fashion that is suitable for this establishment of the
faith that we are bringing about!”
“I shall then try to find there to be
a sense of dignity in the church that we are in!”
The priest looked at her and said: “Who
are they who will save the lot of us from this bitch who is trying to
seduce my pupil!?”
“I will save you from aspiring,”
she said, “for the sake of goodness of feeling down while the
spirit is trying to escape to the avenue of respect for the cunning
and admiration of the soul. Thereby, you may feel a little dignified
once you feel my essence of pretending as if something about their
pretension that they are into heaven when they say their cunning is
of cares that don't together with essence of certainty about one's
care for the actual reason to believe there to be a haven for the
good to search for.”
Benny then said: “I will hereby call
the cunning of the devil to be the cunning of the soul. And I will
hereby condemn you all to certainty of death and to fading away
constantly through eternity of damnation. I will thereby win the
victory of the Satan we worship, who will never again be small
according to god.”
Thereby the four Satanists left the
church and said to themselves that they had finally won a victory
over the Christian faith, which they felt they very much deserved to
beat very thoroughly.
Monday, June 8, 2015
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Love and Imagination as the Virtue of it All
”Imagine that! She's already working
on having us seem surreal about both ourselves and all the others in
this business!”
“Yes,” he answered. “She's a real
asshole, that one!”
“I imagine the two of you had a
really good time, even so, when you were being friendly for a time!”
“I imagine you wouldn't be having too
much fun, if it comes back to that kind of attitude when it comes to
men, to the extent you feel you really do have a right to accuse me
about it!”
“I imagine they don't seem to be
anything but on the surface as moral as they want us to make of
them!”
“Oh! You don't have to pretend that!
They all are fake, but the ones who keep you in charge, that's all!
Of course, darling!”
“I imagine that you will one day
pertain to the fakes that imagine they are part of me and my
hemisphere of love and companionship!”
“Whatever you imagine, I'll be part
of it! So there you go in pretension that they are the bastards and
you are the real good woman for a catch!”
“I imagine they don't seem to be
into me as anything but a clever woman at actually nailing them!
Moreover I imagine they can't believe I'm for real about them and
their attitudes about me and my present-day friends.”
“Then how come you blame me for not
being ignorant of their falsehood and for not being able to blame
them evilly or at least - I suppose? - as cunning as you do?”
“Because I don't fancy that man to be
happy who doesn't seem to be loyal and thereby pretends I'm the
disloyal one!”
“I can't see I'm pretending to be
loyal or anything you should be into as an immature attitude against
that worship of imagination that you have.”
“Then how come we seem to be moral as
long as we're aspiring for the virtue of witnessing and then
portraying it in art?!”
“It's because there aren't any
disloyal parents to be dealt with as much as there are disloyal
kids!”
“I figure it's the parents
responsibility to scold the kids so that they don't become disloyal
like that!”
“Then how come,” he asked, “do
you contribute to the worship of the imagination so much that they
cannot be scolding them without there being a reprisal from those who
are into that their imagination isn't enough?”
“That's because I don't imagine there
to be any worship of them as the mates of my type of woman, and
because I don't want to imagine them to be as surreal as the others,
those who don't even fit into my picture of how a woman should be
treated any more than a frog fits into the picture of how an elephant
eats the leaves of the trees that they live on!”
“Then how come you and I don't fit
into the aspirations of the absolute nonsense of the mediocre at
imagination and the mediocre at presenting their imagination as
poetry?”
“I propose that you thereby see
yourself as merely my friend form now on!”
“Therefore I shall from now on be
loyal only to the extent that reaches to the loyalty that there is
between friends! I will now longer hold you back from trying to
imagine things to be surreal although they are most likely to be
beneficial for the likes of you!”
“I'm sorry! I didn't think of that as
a worth you might have! I imagine we thereby should say goodbye on a
different level of disgust! That is on my behalf, Alfredo!”
“Goodbye then, Sylvia! And may we not
fret against each other about this sad episode of our so-called
relationship of the passed!”
“I bid you farewell, dear Alfredo,
and may our paths part in the most sensual and esthetic of ways!”
“Yes let this be so, dear lady, and
let us all forever grieve the hunger that proposed itself upon us for
being worshippers of sophisticated relationships!”
“Yes dear sir! And let us all be
seemingly caretakers of the modesty of charm that rests in the sly
slumbers of the absolute nonsense of the mediocre at presenting
themselves!”
“I cannot believe we have the guts to
say there's no one to say to us that we were mediocre right now!”
“Then how come you and I shall part
forever it there's no reason for us to say to ourselves that we are
among the best and therefore don't need each other for the purpose of
portraying ourselves as the best!?”
“It's because you and I don't fit
together, that's why, Sylvia!”
“Then how come that bitch we were
talking about became so jealous when she discovered that we had a
beginning relationship?!”
“It's simply because she imagined me,
I guess, for a partner, and that it just the same became she who had
the opposition against it in you, who she thought of as not very
worthy of me!”
“I imagine the two of you could never
get along even as much as I did with you!”
“I imagine that's a clear-cut
statement that is beyond my belief in the status that we all are of!
It's statement we should never imagine to be for real more than
accidentally or by the means of some weird destiny that isn't fit for
being appreciated by us!”
“I imagine then that you shall
overcome the opinion you had about me as a friend, even, and thereby
no longer be appreciated by the other poets you want to hang out
with!”
“I imagine, in that case, that you'll
not be any better of yourself, because I am also among the poets a
fairly popular guy, and if you imagine it to be my smartness that it
is about to put you down, then you shall burn in hell for I am not
imagining you to be any worse of than me!”
“I imagine the two of you already
sitting there and pretending to be good people without any attitude
towards the ones who are saying to themselves that we should really
be smart at taking advantage of their fake values of enthusiasm and
worthiness for the cause of utterly sophisticated imagination!”
“Then how come you and I shall always
be together even as the smart fakers of the opinions that we worship
together about their absolute nonsense!? It is of course not our
opinion that they would worship, if they do not even feel they are
about to feel that we are simply into worshiping sophisticated
wisdom morals and so - is it?!”
“I imagine you are in a trap of
considering yourself to be the man to take for her, and thereby not
imagining my ass to be the good one to take for a sensual encounter!”
“Thereby I shall say from now that I
will encounter you on the basis that we only have such a relationship
and that's all there is to be between us!”
“I imagine that you will from now on
see yourself as the man to be taken by more than one woman at a
time!”
“Thereby I shall from now on see to
it that you and I will not pretend we aren't into a sexual
relationship which she may turn into a catastrophe if she ever finds
out!”
“I imagine that you and I shall never
meet again although you wanted that to happen!”
“Then I imagine that you and I only
have a relationship of the past and that is all there is to it!”
“Thereby, I shall never again imagine
that to be a good time for me nor you to have had!”
“I shall not either imagine that to
ever have been a really good time for us. I will however sometimes
imagine that you and I had an even fairly good time together!”
“Then I shall imagine that you and I
shall not try that kind of sensual relationship again! I will also
imagine that you will not be able to ever find yourself absolute
about any kind of relationship with any woman ever!”
“I will thereby imagine you not being
able to fancy any man that hasn't got any imagination about you as
the perfect queen and thereby the absolute nonsense of the
sophisticated immoral that there is to being a queen over the cunning
that it's about to be sophisticated in the first place!”
“Then how come you will imagine me
being woman enough for even having a man for that purpose?!”
“I sillily pretended that back when
we were together as a couple!”
“I shall then forever imagine that
you are the fake of a man that I will never rely on for anything but
sillily pretending absolute nonsense as though it made sense to you!”
“I will thereby imagine you to be an
absolute fake about things that are in-between us and the imagination
that we had about our beings together as a couple!”
“Then how come our beings devoted
ourselves to ourselves without there being any devotion to the
essence of absolute cunning for the moral that eases of during
infinity of will to fight?!”
“It is because our being s do not
pertain to pretension that is surreal about morals in the first
place!”
“Then I shall imagine you being the
looser of this world in that you pretend to be the fellow to be taken
as a moral while although immoral not imagining himself to be of any
worth for a woman he's had!”
“I will thereby also imagine you be
the looser of this world for not being into moral about whatever you
have dealt with of masculine partners! I imagine also that there are
loads more of unhappy exes of you than of me!”
“I imagine that cunning is about
choosing the right partners for that kind of status! And i imagine
thereby that the cunning you've had about your previous relationships
is not about cunning in the first place, but about pretension that
you are into moral when you and thereby they pretend there's a
goodness to the kind of cunning in a relationship that you seemingly
always pretend that it were about - although it couldn't have
been!”
“I will thereby imagine your cunning
be of nonsense too, that is of semi-cunning that is not to be
imagined about as if it were moral to be into it as actual wisdom!”
“Then I will forever imagine that you
don't belong here among us who choose to be loyal to the imagination
that never ceases to amuse us, and thereby the likes of those who
imagine themselves to be utterly free from illusions of sophisticated
measure!”
“Then I imagine you and I be forever
connected in that sphere of absolute cunning about trying to be
immature about each other!”
She looked at him. “No! I don't
imagine us to ever have to take part of that same sphere of nonsense,
nor any other for that sake!”
“I shall never imagine that you and I
belong to the same sphere of anything but those two mysteries of
cunning that you were about and I was beginning to understand well
enough to now be able to stand on my own two feet about them!”
“Then I shall cunningly pretend as if
something about how the nonsense of your so-called competence for it
is imagined among people not to be because of me!”
“Thereby I shall rejoice in that I
have the cunning from the beginning to imagine such stuff be of an
absolute-nonsense attitude!”
“I will thereby imagine them not
being able to find me attractive enough to foresay the future of the
imagination of the cunning of the absolute nonsense that they will
perhaps even worship you for!”
“I will thereby never again
absolutely cunningly try to sophisticatedly try to humiliate that
nonsense of a cunning that you are about in you utterly
nonsense-inclined total bullshit of worship of the art that you call
amateur. I will however never again, as well, try to sophisticate
myself as to the nonsense of your words that are so-called poetry and
the nonsense that you try to have it we shall all rejoice in as
though it were clever!”
“Then I shall never again try to
sophisticate myself about trying to be of nonsense for the value of
the sake of relating to your nonsense as tough it were good poetry! I
have not related to that kind of nonsense ever before, nor will I
ever have to relate to such nonsense again, I presume!”
“I imagine you will thereby not be
seen by the others as absolutely silly for not seeing me as the
absolute cunning in the two spheres of absolute cunning of
imagination that the silly people think that you're an expert of!”
“I will never again speak to you
about my cunning, nor even yours, for the matter of sake!” With
that she rose from her seat, took her coat and shoes on, and left
him, never to come back.
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