Although I'm not good enough a writer to actually be at stake as an author, I feel that I have to express what I feel are points about life, and which I can't (at least not easily enough)write with good quality. I apologize for that :-( ... and hope people can enjoy these stories anyway.
Tuesday, July 18, 2017
Monday, July 17, 2017
We Love the one's Who Should be Loved!
“It seems like there's no favour to
be asked, then!” he assumed.
“We all love him because he's that
kind of gentle and still that kind of cool!” she answered.
“But why are you all into pretending
that it isn't safe to assume that there is no hypocrisy in him?!
“There's an hypocrisy in almost any
fellow! And we shouldn't have to deal with it as if there wasn't!”
“Why take it there's not the
hypocrisy needed for pretending to be good and also to be evil, while
all of you stick to the hypocrisy of saying there's no hypocrisy in
him?!”
“It's because he's a really nice guy!
And it's also because he really is the more gentle fellow than just
about anyone!”
“Then how come there's the evil of
that he get's all the girlfriends and we - who really are good guys
- don't get even one each?!”
“That's because you don't live up to
our standards of what a man should be!”
“I assume those standards include
that a man aught to stand for being cynical against those who are
left without a partner?!”
“I guess that it means that we feel
that you guys aren't good enough for a partner - at least not a
female one, that is!”
“So what do you think you are, when
you underneath that surface of mild-tempered yearning for a good
enough man care for only the few among men who happen to be lucky
enough to have loads of other girlfriends?!”
“Swine!” She looked at him
threateningly! “It's not you who deserve any good female to be
hanging around with! And it's they, the few there are that are
actually our match, that should be assumed to be the real reasons for
us to ever flourish like you men always have it yourselves that you
pigs have the right to do!”
“Then how come they all seem kinder
to women than he does - except for when he's after catching one or
two of them?!”
She sighed. “We don't have the
capacity to prejudge him! So we don't have to take for granted that
you guys are or would be any better - in a similar situation!”
“We don't try to prejudge him! It's
just that there's lots of evidence that he's an more uncaring than
most of us! Look at Ana and Rebecca for instance, one of them
committed suicide when he dumped her and the other one's in an asylum
- probably for life!”
“These two are only the surface he
needs of being as immature as all you other guys! We don't choose any
of the really immature ones! It's they, not us - and not him! -
who are the ones behind that kind of shit!”
“Bullshit! Are you completely
insane?! Or, actually, has he really managed to brainwash you into
thinking that?!”
“We aren't insane about him! We just
love him! And love is all we need!” she answered and cut him short
of a response by rising from her seat and leaving. She also refused
to talk to him for about two weeks, and even after that she was
standoffish against him, for about two years. Upon that she was a bit
reserved against him talking about it, but she was by then
disillusioned about the womanizer they had spoken of. Even so, she
never admitted to him that she had been wrong.
He on his side decided that women never
admit to their problems, even when they see the results they have
from never never admitting to them! By seeing this in them, he became
real stuck up against any female who tended at all to be seduced by
any womanizer - at least if he was similar to the one his sister
had fallen for.
Friday, July 7, 2017
The Quest for Her Appreciation
“Pottery,” he said, “is the
business that she deals with!”
“Okay, then let's get into pottery,
so that we can reach her!”
“I say we're not into pottery well
enough to begin with to be able to seem legit for just entering that
business, except by buying an enterprise that is into it!”
“Yeah, I guess that's true! WE
shouldn't be seemingly into that from the beginning!”
“I know a chain of stores that I
think deals enough with it, without that being too much for the buy
to be or seem foolish for us to do.”
“Great! Can we buy it though?”
“Hardly. But we could if we manage to
have our father help us with it!”
“Alright, buddy! Let's say to him
that we both find that chain to be a good and suitable start for us
to be into enterprise of goods that are can be bought by ordinary
people.”
“Hmm. I already thought of that. But
then he most likely will say that we should get into business with
that ex-wife and son-in-law of his!”
“Oh, that! ... I don't want that, for
sure! And I understand that neither do you, right?”
“No, I don't! So let's try to deal
with it some other way than that!”
“Yeah! Of course, then. But how shall
we be able to get into something about what there is to her kind of
business without there being any such traps to it?!”
“I have a plan that is that if you
pretend to be stuck with business that is about corrupt stuff of some
kind, and that you have to use me as a fallback, then he might be
willing to help both of us, to the extent he believes we're both too
corrupt to be introduced into the businesses of his ex.”
“I propose you also seem to be stuck
in something of the wrong kinds of business, then! Or how else shall
we get him to feel that neither of us should rather be into their
business?!”
“I can pretend to be into dealing
with dangerous people that are not very corrupt, that is in the
ordinary sense, but whom I could get away from to the extent there
seems to be a business that pays of better and that they don't have
to mind me doing!”
His half-brother looked thoughtful.
“Yeah, that seems like a good enough excuse for not seeming too
well-suited for their businesses! But how shall we pretend to be into
all of this without there seeming to be reason for him to look into
it?!”
“By saying to him that we absolutely
cannot seem to be into that he should be dealing with 'em.”
“That we should both be scared enough
of those whom we are dealing with to want him not to probe into our
businesses with them?!”
“Yeah, that's what!”
“Then what shall we tell him when he
asks what we both got into such enterprise for?!”
“I tell him that I cannot deal with
them as if they would not want my help at times, and you can say that
they seem to be into completely ruining ones reputation - and
even one's family's - to the extent one seems to deceive them
badly!”
“Then how can we tell him that we
aren't really into some stuff that would disqualify us from being
helped at all?!”
“We have to show him that we feel
like being different from what we become if we tend to deal with such
people!”
“Hmm. Okay,” he said hesitantly.
“Then I've got to make sure I can seem to be corrupt only on the
surface! And you to, then, in that other fashion, I suppose.”
“Correct! Now we simply need to learn
to act in ways that tend to seem like we are for real of being
frightened of them, and of tending to have to deal with them anyway!”
“Good! Okay, let's do that!”
“Right now?”
“I don't know! Perhaps we could even
start right at this very minute! Perhaps, that is.”
“I guess I could start by telling you
to say to yourself that you're into a business that should embarrass
those whom you really want to be dealing with! And perhaps you can be
telling me how to act as if I was frightened by something of a
consortium of people whom I don't want to deal with but who are
already there in my business!”
“Yeah, let's start with that!”
“Thereby we can together learn how to
act in a way so that he loans us that money!”
“Good!”
“Then, at last, we can reach her
domains, and then perhaps you can start to deal with her as a fellow
entrepreneur in something of the same businesses!”
After about two and a half weeks the
two brothers talked to their father and he agreed to loan them the
money. But to the extent they didn't pay it back, he threatened to
sue them for it!
Thereby the two aspiring men of
pottery-entailing business needed to be very careful about how they
dealt with their new enterprise. In this they were able to form a
corporation that could buy two chains of stores. One was the one that
included fairly much pottery in their goods assortment. The other was
a clothing chain.
The girl whom one of the brothers was
in love with turned out to be interested in him only to the extent he
was into the art of pottery, though. So that he tried to pretend to
be. She found out though, and was disappointed at him. After two
years of him trying to convince her to find him a match for her, she
finally told him that if he really wanted her, then he could be into
saying to himself that she wouldn't be fooled by a businessman trying
to be an artist, though he could perhaps be an artist by aspiring to
view art as what there is to actual reverence of life's true values!
When he tried this, though, he failed
to compete n business and thereby went bankrupt. He was not able even
to be responsible enough in business for his half-brother to be able
to help him! Thereby he was not any longer the respectable type man
that the girl that it was all about would tend to be into business
with. To the extent he tried to contact her, she said that she knew
of nothing that could say that he was into good enough business nor
good enough artistry to be her match.
This broke his self-confidence very
much. ...
Two years later, he tried for a job in
a market that was about producing ladders and other equipment for
storage areas. When applying, he found in himself a tendency not to
want to apply to it in any other sense than trying to be into
something that would get him to seem to be interested in stuff that
seemed to match her criteria for what a good match for her
would be!
Sunday, July 2, 2017
Having to Deal with Threats that Abuse God's Tolerance
“Whatever they say, that's not the
normal circumstance!”
“Why?”
“Because what there is in it is that
there is a extraordinary smartness of the devil in that each of them
can tolerate God until there's a catch for Him - for God. It's
usually the other way around!”
“Hmh, you can say that about them!”
“I can say that they are also the
kinds of creatures that God has to study by special means of
attention! In the end God's studies of the devil can always beat the
devil's study of Him!”
“Oh! I guess that means we have to
wait for God to be into his special means of attention, then! But
meanwhile each of these four people will be able to map us! Right?”
“You better not be too tolerant with
either of one them! I mean in order to avoid that he or she is able
to do it quite thoroughly.”
“It seems hard to be that type of
intolerant without them being aware of it! Isn't there any way for
God to interfere with that they seem to be observing even that I'm
becoming intolerant?!”
“Yes, there can be! But for now it's
better that you try to say to yourself that they're not worth your
while.”
“Then how can I avoid that they -
or perhaps someone like Suzanne, Andy or Oliver - interferes by
pretending I'm a someone to be looked at as ... imbecile to the
extent that other, worse, imbeciles will be guided by that I can
judge the them thoroughly?!”
“Hmm. Yes, I guess that for judging
people like the four of them, one might be socially penalized in that
kind of a fashion. But why do they, these four and those other three
- and perhaps a few others, seem capable of doing that? Or why do
you think they are - and are you sure they are - capable of it?!”
“It's because they all judge me
beforehand, just because I seem to be tolerant of those who seem to
be worthy of God's mercy!”
“It's not worth it not to say they
are worthy of attention in the sense that they should be judged
before you can be, and to the extent they aren't they to be judged
afterwards with even better emphasis than they can have! I can say
that Jesus proves that this can be done!”
“I guess that might be proven by Him.
But I am not that smart! I can't, like Jesus, assimilate goodness and
power to the extent that is needed to intimidate this bunch of
devilish people!”
“Then pray! The only thing you really
have to do for it is pray so that there is a call for God's attention
to that problem with that they seem to get away with studying His
goodness and with intimidating people who don't want them to.”
“Yes, I shall pertain to prayer about
it! But what they can simulate my ardor for God and Jesus?!”
“I think they cannot simulate that
without there being a tolerance for God and Jesus that is greater
than that they can continue being very evil! No, you need not worry!”
“I say I cannot believe they will
admit that they are evil, and that they thereby will get away with
their mischievous plans forever!”
“Then you are mistaken! There is
absolutely not any possibility of that God isn't the one to always
win when evil is there to pretend to be with Him!”
“There's not any possible way to see
to it that their hideous plans and intentions cannot be judged as
being as good as the one they can imitate - for example me, if I
pray so that they know it!”
“In that case, how come they don't
seem to be good enough for telling everyone that they should be seen
as God's creatures?! It would seem to be they who were good from the
beginning in that case!”
“It isn't Jesus who says to them that
we should not be seen as role models! So how can I ever be able to
pray without them being able to simulate my care for what He stands
for?!”
“That will be because it's not you
but Jesus who is supposed to be the foremost role model for them!
It's not they, but Jesus, who will come out as tolerant with the rest
of the world! And it is not you, but Jesus, who will have to take
their attention as something that has to be dealt with!”
“Then I cannot say that God can find
why they seem eager to spy on even me for it!”
“Why then are you trying to convince
yourself that goodness isn't too close at hand to be tolerated by
exactly them!?”
“It's because they can tend to
alternate between tolerating it so that their evil is hidden, and the
other extreme, meaning that they will be a threat against God,
occasionally, forever, it seems, unless He comes to it with those
special means you were talking about!”
“I then say that there is not any
circumstance where they can escape that God can reach them with His
smartness!”
“Then how come they don't seem eager
to out of the way for Him?! ... That is, they seem to be very keen on
being into being evil and then hiding it whenever God comes along!”
“There is a special means of getting
at them in that God tolerates them on the surface, but that he will
always find out what they are even so!”
Thereby they ended the conversation.
Monday, June 26, 2017
Neil's Make-Believe
“Justice” Neil said, “is not at
issue right now!”
“Oh!” Carla responded. “What do
you mean?”
“I mean it's not a point to be made,
because it's Carl we need to nail about being an irresponsible and
freaky asshole.”
“Then how come you don't pretend as
if something about his way of seeming conformable or apt to be it?!
It's about that it's a way for him to seem reasonable even though
he's irresponsible about his behaviors!”
“Hmm. I guess that's okay to pretend
as if something about!”
“I guess we could to begin with just
call him a faggot. Then he would seem to be keen on pretending as if
something himself! upon that, I think we can have him seem subnormal
about his inclination to be normal in even some circumstances!”
He looked thoughtful. “Yeah!” he
said after a while. “I guess we can pretend that!”
“Then, upon that we can make him seem
ridiculous to the extent he 'fakes' that he wants to seem curious
about femininity!” she said with self-esteem.
“I guess!” Neil responded.
“I'll say to Chris and Tanya that
they need to watch out about it!”
“Okay! Then I'll talk about him as
that faker with Joe and Ana, to begin with.”
“Good! Then we can eventually torture
him with that he isn't the guy for a girl to have, even when he
charms her! That's a great way to see to it that he's actually a real
loser!”
“I guess so!”
However, when Carla spoke to Chris
about it, he responded that his Tanya is actually a bit infatuated by
faggots in general, and that she thereby perhaps would begin to want
to be with the fellow! But for Carla this did not seem to be a really
big problem! “Because,” she said, “Tanya will probably fancy
that looser as someone she wouldn't want to be acquainted with
anyhow!”
“Oh! Okay! Let's talk to her as well,
then!”
“Good! Then let's also say that he
might sometimes pretend to be straight in order to manipulate her and
other women into being supportive of asshole male attitudes!”
“Oh! But that she might interpret as
that I try to manipulate her into not accepting gay men!”
“I see! Well, then we have something
of a problem! But I think I can convince her into not thinking about
him!”
Meanwhile, Neil was convincing Ana and
Joe that Carl was a guy not to be reckoned with to the extent one
liked to be into sense or responsibility. Ana seemed to try to be
keen on making sure there was no trap in believing what Neil said,
while Joe seemed eager to say to himself that no matter what this
fellow Neil said, that guy Carl was not so interesting. Both of them
thereby seemed a bit too skeptical for Neil to be totally satisfied.
The next day Neil and Carla decided to
have it that Carl was to be seen as smart at pretending he wasn't a
manipulator since he was not too bright at things other than
manipulation! This turned out to be good enough for both Joe and Ana!
So that was what they decided to make believe about Carl. However,
this made Tanya eager to get into contact with him, because she felt
that a faggot that was keen on manipulating was a manipulator that
would serve her purposes!
A few days later, thereby, Tanya saw to it that some people she knew took it that Carl was a more interesting fellow to be with than one might expect! A few weeks upon this, a strange rumor spread that Carl was a faggot only on the surface, but still that he was a faggot in the sense that he didn't respond to solicits from young females. Thereby, neither what Carla and Neil pretended, nor what he himself would want to be said, about him, was quite what actually was said. Instead, there was an illusion that Carl never found in himself to respond to females, just because he pretended not to fancy males.
A few days later, thereby, Tanya saw to it that some people she knew took it that Carl was a more interesting fellow to be with than one might expect! A few weeks upon this, a strange rumor spread that Carl was a faggot only on the surface, but still that he was a faggot in the sense that he didn't respond to solicits from young females. Thereby, neither what Carla and Neil pretended, nor what he himself would want to be said, about him, was quite what actually was said. Instead, there was an illusion that Carl never found in himself to respond to females, just because he pretended not to fancy males.
Friday, June 16, 2017
What is Needed for Being Good Enough for Modelling
“Why!?” Beatrice asked.
“Because, Sissy, it's not you, it's I
who demonstrates the value of assets in way that the masculine can't
demonstrate theirs!” her friend Lisa responded.
“What do you mean it's not I?! How
should I pose, then!?”
“It's not about your pose that it
totally is! But it's about that us models can totally use pose, and a
few other means, for really having men feel superior by handling us
as it.”
“Why do you have it that I lack that
ability, then?”
“Because they see in you a
superior-on.-the-surface criterion of trying to be something fabulous
for them!”
“Really! What do they see in me that
tells them that!?”
Her friend sighed. “They see in you
the vulgar type of model who doesn't fit in with their ordinary
lives!”
“Oh! That! Because they can't suit
themselves to review me as a girl on her own accord! For that they
feel like being stuck up, against me, you say?!”
Lisa sighed again. “Yeah,” she said
thoughtfully, “you can say that about them! But what if they really
have a problem with that they can't fit you into their environment?
It's then they are stuck up according to you, but in my eyes their
not too stuck up to just be the ordinary kinds of studs - or of
people for that matter! ... I, for one, can feel a guy might easily
be considered too horny to hang around with! Isn't that true for you
as well? I recall, for instance, that guy, Roger, why did you refuse
him, if it wasn't that kind of a thing?!”
Beatrice peered at her friend. “I
don't feel they are in their right minds if they think I'm the same
as that guy! For instance, he tried to manipulate me into being with
him and his girlfriend!”
“I guess they tend to feel that you
try to manipulate them into being horny when they don't feel that
it's appropriate - and that's similar to what he was doing, that
guy! Besides, you also want to go bed with several guys at once, if
you can!”
“But that's because I'm on the
catwalk!”
“It's not very different from that he
also has a job and perhaps has done it equally well.”
Beatrice thought about it. “They all
feel I have to get up there and really be supposedly real about
horniness!”
Lisa looked at her. “No, they don't!
They feel they have to see that you either could have been horny, or
that you could have been into being with fellow that might possibly
be him, respectively!”
“Then I don't feel I have a chance to
tell them I don't want that kind of guy! Why should I have to suffer
through all kinds of relationships just because of it?!”
“What the fuck do you think you are?!
There are lots of guys out there who wouldn't want you for a night!
And thereby they should be treated as such, not as if they were too
stuck up for being good!”
“But even you tend to often look
horny up there! I remember two weeks ago, when you really seduced a
whole bunch of them, simply by feeling horny enough to expose that
seduction about it!”
“I felt horny at the time, and then I
took the opportunity to show it to them!”
“I see to it that I get horny enough
nearly all the time! And now they feel I'm being too much of a slut
for it to be working?!”
“I guess they really feel too much of
a slut is what they shouldn't have! Besides, now I have a sense of
being mature in their eyes! I wonder how come you don't feel you have
to be mature, although you're catwalking?!”
Beatrice looked at her friend. “So
you have dealt with them as if we didn't have to feel innocent!
Because that's what they told me in the beginning! We had to look
innocent but still be fatuous enough to be horny when we catwalk!”
“They said that!? It's not about
fatuous that thing! It's about being into sex just like ordinary
people can be, if they say well enough to themselves that they might
gain something from it!”
“Oh, and they said that to you, did
they?!”
“Yeah! That's what he told me, you
know that guy with the napkin in his left breast pocket. It's not you
they should have told something different! Who did you talk to at
that first occasion of intermission talk about how we could enhance
our performances?”
“Oh, I talked to the guy in yellow -
I mean he often wears a yellow sweater!”
“Oh! So he's the villain behind your
illusion!”
Beatrice looked thoughtfully at her and
said: “Yeah! He's the son of a bitch who fooled me into thinking
that it wasn't maturity that I could be into! He's the guy we should
be into complaining about!”
“I agree!”
Two weeks later that man was fired. But
before that a fairly large discussion took place abut whether or not
one could say that she, Beatrice, had misinterpreted his
instructions, and also about to which extent his instructions cold
lead to an overall good performance for a good enough girl. But since
he was wrong, all men on the board finally did agree with the two
girls about their complaint. By then it had turned out for them that
it was their superstition to believe they actually needed the girls
to be dissolute in order to be attractive!
Friday, June 9, 2017
The Party Fixers
“Oh God!” August said. “*You
really mean we should be humiliated by those standard of so-called
humility, at those parties!”
“If that's not what you 're able to
care about, then we can't trust you!” the main administrator told
him. Then he added: “There's also a policy, you know, that says
that everyone who is into humility for real can be allowed to have
some real extravagance or proud behavior of some other kind at those
parties!”
“In practice, that turns out to be
the double standard that is used against exactly those that you guys
don't feel should be free to be proud!”
“No it isn't!” another
administrator broke in. “Because it is the pride that is there
without that actual humility to it that it sorted out from
everybody's behavior! There is a chance of changing the attitude one
has - and that is so for everyone!”
The guy who was there to complain
looked thoughtful. “Alright, I'll try that!” he said finally.
“But are you sure that once I come up with that kind of attitude,
it will be rewarded that way!?”
“That is almost for certain!” the
main administrator said. “But we cannot guarantee that our
information about it will be correctly updated, sadly enough.
However, dear fellow, we can be sure that the longer you persist with
a good behavior, the better are your chances to be rewarded for it!”
The guy looked troubled. “It's like
that!” he burst out. “But it isn't I who can see to it that
everyone knows it when I'm into humility! Because if I say I am, then
that's considered an bragging attitude that should not be rewarded!”
The administrators looked at each other
and him. They told him that they would work on that, and that there
should hopefully not be that type of mistake made. One of them looked
at him and said: “There's not any reason for them not to say to
themselves that your attitude can have changed! If it does change,
then probably they'll report it to us!”
The guy was silent for a while. Then he
looked at the administrator that had just spoken to him and asked:
“But how come for example Heinrich
Henderson and Maria Flurande are prioritized as if their humility was
real?! I can say that both of them are into blackmailing both me and
some of the others!”
“It's because both of them are into
real humility in the sense that neither of them is arrogant enough
for us to have any problem with either one of them!”
“I guess that you don't realize it
when Heinrich, for instance, harasses
people for tendencies to be what he considers low. ... nor when Maria
declares anyone that is not her type of fellow be low enough to be
despised - until this person really acts arrogant enough not to be
considered a person of humility!”
Two of the administrators looked
troubled. “We'll look into it!” one of those two assured the
complaining man. But the main administrator said:” See! Now this
fellow is trying to blame some of our best members! There's reason to
discuss to which extent this fellow should be a part of our
party-fixing association at all!”
At the next party, the guy with the
complaints observed the two people he had been talking about try to
behave as if they never ever would be into the attitudes he had said
to the administrators that they had, respectively. It seemed that
they were being friendly now, to almost everybody, but he himself was
put aside as if he were a blackmailer who never should be trusted.
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