Although I'm not good enough a writer to actually be at stake as an author, I feel that I have to express what I feel are points about life, and which I can't (at least not easily enough)write with good quality. I apologize for that :-( ... and hope people can enjoy these stories anyway.
Tuesday, June 23, 2015
The Predicament of not Having any Opposite-Gender Partners
This story is, although not adult, fairly much about an adult issue, and thereby not suitable more for chldren than for adults. It has therefore been moved to the adult blog, anyway. Click the link if you feel like reading it: The Predicament of not Having any Opposite-Gender Partners
Monday, June 22, 2015
A Girlfriend of a Very Gay Man
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: A Girlfriend of a Very Gay Man
Catastrophy of a Cunning Attitude
“No, I can't feel I'm bad for
them! But still they try to make me seem as though I insult their
beings so much. It's not until now that I finally found out they're
into seeing me as what they're relatives are! It is they who have
relatives in those disgusting old hags who really are so repulsive
that only they, who are their relatives, can endure thoughts of
liking 'em!
“It is they, not I,” he continued,
“who have it in them to fake that it's moral that isn't worthwhile
about the appearance and so! It's just that the younger of the
relatives oftentimes are pretty and thereby very smart at pretending
it's I who am the nuisance that also they will be when they become
old hags!”
His sister looked at him. “But then
you can actually pretend as if they would never feel that they'd have
to be beautiful just in order to even things out, about that their
old relatives are so disgusting?”
“I can't believe they are anything
but the same as they were! Those disgusting old fellows and hags, who
really disgust people all around them - and then they have these
mean descendants who pretend intensively that it's everyone else who
disgusts people!”
“So you admit that it's not only the
females that become disgusting with old age? Okay! But then I shall
see to it that one cannot view them as possibly, even, anything but
so evil that we shall not be humiliated by them again!”
“I've already tried that! But somehow
people seem to view them as innocents, until they are made vulnerable
by them, enough so that they aren't capable of tormenting them with
how obvious it is! Please, sis, the notion of them as totally evil
came as a real shock for me, as does it for everyone else who deals
with their young as though they were not evil!”
“But how can we tell them apart?! I
mean most old people could now and then look disgusting form me! I
presume that you also can feel that way!?”
He sighed. “Yeah! I guess I can! But
then again they don't seem as disgusting as all that! I don't know
how to put this: They aren't as bad as those old parents or
grandparents of the meanies that I have suffered from being
acquainted with!”
“Okay! But then almost all the old
people could be judged as just the same apart from that some are
worse and some less bad, it seems! Because, I can tell that they are
going to blackmail the hell out of our relatives if we campaign
against their obnoxious defence for their disgusting elders!”
He sighed again. “I know. But they
will thrive unless I do something about them!” he proclaimed.
“Thereby, I will from now on not see them as my friends and/or
would be lovers even if they try to be friendly - or lovely, that
is - with me!”
“I doubt it they could ever revenge
that from you! Because you are the one to be able to actually present
them as being as evil as they really are, I think! We shall from now
on, thereby, pretend as if something about that they are evil and we
are good!”
“Okay! Then I shall present my
assumptions about a stud that was there as my employer earlier this
year! I can say that it's he and not the others of them that would be
susceptible for the notion of himself as the stud to be harassed by
them, instead of that I or others of our people be that!”
“I see! But what's your point - or
what will be your strategy, that is - against him!?”
“Oh! We both have a second cousin who
seems a lot like that guy! She is perfectly normal to speak to, but
very arrogant against those who cannot feel they are superior to her!
This will make him seem like the stud to harass, and thereby we will
have that it's not us and our people they pester! Presumably at
least, they will thereby pester him to the extent that they really
kill his soul! And thereby, I shall see to it that I can proclaim
them to be as evil as they are!”
She looked thoughtful. “Wow! Then
perhaps we could also blame him for the incompetence of finding
oneself to be of virtue for anything else but to prejudging those
inferior as supposedly wicked and thereby supposedly very
punishable!”
“Yes! I think we will manage to do
that as well!”
The pestering against the two siblings
who had spoken did go away, after they started to blackmail that
former employee of the brother. Thereby, they also found themselves
to be inaccurately pointed to as evil in the sense that they thought
they were the only ones who had the problem of how disgusting and
evil some seem to be. Because that had been the reputation they
earned by complaining about their own situations about such things.
The blackmail continued for several
weeks, before they were run into by someone who pointed at them as
the so-called superiors of everyone by the means of trying to insult
everybody who couldn't handle their look-alike of that former
employee. But they responded by simply blackmailing that fellow as
well, because, there too, they found a relative who reminded people
of him. This look-alike was obnoxiously happy with complaining about
people who were obnoxious about presenting actual problems that they
had. He was seemingly supreme in that his obnoxious attitudes kept on
winning ground against those who really had something to complain
about.
From that point, their two look-alike
blamers benefitted them into having a smart position against almost
all potential enemies, they noted. Thereby, they felt very proud of
having had their relatives seem superb compared to their
out-of-family look-alikes, respectively. Thereby, the two siblings
were superb on the markets of selling their goods, and they became
notorious for having all they sold seem better than their competitors
merchandise. This they did by having the competitors seem inferior at
handling people who were troubled, by slyly making their two
look-alike blamers present them as and/or provoke them into being
evil about the kinds of problems those two were blaming their look
alikes for their attitudes about.
But, this became a bubble that would
burst. It happened when, several years later, one of their look-alike
blamers was killed by a few people she had provoked. Since she was
killed while pretending to be that former employee of her relative,
this stopped him and her other relatives from going to the police,
because they were quite afraid of being discovered. Thereby they
avenged the murder by murdering three people whom they found to be
involved with killing their look-alike blamer.
However, eventually, the vengeance was
avenged from the other direction, which they in turn avenged back,
too. There was thus a gangster war on, of sorts. Eventually, the two
siblings and very many of their relatives had died from it. Then,
finally, the police discovered it all, but the story was silenced in
the press, as are very many others that are too embarrassing or those
involved. Because, we have in our justice system a possibility for
those accused as well as for the defendants to keep their trials and
so on secret.
Sunday, June 21, 2015
The Hatred
“There's a cruelty to be had!” the
old man had said.
“I believe he meant,” Sonya said to
her friend Angela, “that we should be cruel to those unfit for
understanding that God is there for the resurrection of those who car
to understand that he is there. In other words, we do not have to
care at all about the atheists, and to the extent they tell us we're
uncaring, we shall see to it that no one understands them as having a
correct point of view!”
“I already did see it all that way”
Angela answered. “Thereby, I'll go on trying to be a cruel and
cunning person in that sense. And so should you! And to the extent
they complain about it, we'll just not let them in on how to view God
as the superb being he is, and thereby have them seem much more
unjust than us.”
“I agree! Thereby we shall from now
on always take it there are no cruelties in the Christian faith, and
that it's always the atheists and so who cause all the trouble in the
world!”
“Good! Then we can both go about
trying to make them also seem ridiculous when they ridicule our state
of mind of worshipping Christ!”
In that, the two sisters smiled at each
other and took it there would form this be a smart aspiration to be
having against those who thought they were the better ones just
because they saw the world with logical eyes. Sonya added that she
would go to the grocery store to see if there were any food there to
use for the sake of seeming immature for the cruelty of being
important enough to eat meat. Angela smiled at that and said she
would follow.
When there, they met a store clerk who
said they were welcome to look around but that he would have to be
paid if they wanted any of the stuff he sold. The two girls looked
around and found various vegetables that would suit their needs for
being uncruel in the mentioned sense. After a while the two of them
came back to the store clerk, each with a bundle of groceries.
The clerk weighed them and told them
what they had to pay, respectively, for it. The two of them paid and
then said goodbye. but before they left, one of them said: “I
assure you we are not atheists like the rest of them, those customers
that come here and have you seem so little by their comparison!”
The store clerk looked at her in surprise and answered: “I am an
atheist myself, so I don't feel very small about it!” the the two
girls both looked at him and said simultaneously: “Thereby you
shall burn in hell, for there is no peace for the atheists from now
on!”
He looked at them in astonishment, then
he said: “Why in the world do you think I believe that nonsense! I
just told you I was an atheist, and atheists don't believe in such
superstition! You both know, girls, that I am not an evil man, and
that you are just being prejudice for the sake of pleasing your
parents! I feel that you should both go to them and say that I am not
affected by their curses nor those of these tow children of them that
I hereby have about me!”
Sonya answered: “I don't look forward
to that Christ shall not be ruling over the world, so that you and
all the other atheists can be punished!”
“I do not mind that your opinion is
as low as anybody's. But I do mind that you feel that I am trying to
fend of the thought of that Jesus figure trying to take over the
world. Actually, I don't care at all, apart from to the extent you
expect me to be superficial enough to be even thinking about your
nonsense!”
Angela then said: “You will see later
that Christ will come down from heaven and then you shall all be
punished!”
“I can't believe that! I don't know
how they can teach you to believe such weird stories of how he shall
be the ruler of this world from now on - and as though he hadn't
already been put in that position by you!”
“I will not forgive you for calling
that a nonsense statement! I will not forgive that you called my
parents bad-ass parents who don't care for their children, just
because they teach us Christ and not all the awful stuff that you
learn in schools!”
The clerk looked gravely at her. “How
come,” he asked, “ is there no reason in that head of yours!? You
seem to be uninterested in caring about justice in the first place!
And then you speak about us as if we were the ones to doom as though
we were unjust!”
The girl looked at him with some
contempt. “I will tell my parents that you are an atheist and that
you will be evil enough to stop our world from being saved by the
good Jesus Christ!”
“I will thereby acknowledge that you
are so superstitious that your nonsense will be defended by their
means of defending any nonsense they believe in!”
The other girl told him to shut up,
because now they were going to have him to hell, and that without
feeling a bit guilty about it.
Thereby the two girls went to their
parents and asked them to shoot him. The next day they did. The girls
rejoiced although they knew he had not been evil at all. He was only
a man to be counted as Jesus' enemy. Now the two girls could feel
self-confidence rise in that they had power over the atheists, in
that he was surely going to hell!
But four weeks later, their parents
were both dead. The store clerk had naturally warned his relatives
about the girls' family. And they had naturally revenged the murder.
But, the two girls thought that was
enough to put them in hell all of them. Meanwhile, their as they
themselves, sooner or later, would naturally go to heaven, they
thought.
They were put in a home for misfit
children of parents who were part of the mafia, but who couldn't
resist tempting their parents to be evil enough to obviously be a
menace not to be thought of as anything but completely evil, no
matter what they said.
This they thought of as a vengeance
that would be only on the surface. But eventually the two of them
grew older and began to understand that there was no cruelty in
saying to oneself that one's soul is superb compared to atheists'
souls. The tow girls thereby committed the crime of treachery against
their parents, and now hated them for having taught them about Jesus
and about how cruelty could change the world into His benefit and
prosperity.
It Was an Encounter of Unfortunate Infidelity
Stella and Hans were having their
second child. As it was born, even, Hans looked at her, his new-born,
and established for himself that he felt that this second child of
Stella was not his child. Very troubled by this, he soon after told
both his wife and the hospital staff who had taken care of the
delivery what he felt. A doctor who was there then looked at him and
said: “I assure you, we can take a paternity test, if that's what
you want!”
“Yes, I really very much think that
would be adequate!” Hans answered.
After a few days, the paternity test
showed that Stella's second child indeed had another father than
Hans. Stella, who was very chocked by this tried to convince everyone
that she hadn't slept with anyone else. “I assure you, Carl, that
there must have been a look-alike of yours in our bed, then!”
To himself Hans thought about the weird
attitudes there could have been about him, had he not been sensitive
enough to tell immediately what he suspected. “I suspect there's no
better way to find out than to look for that guy and then have it he
should pay alimony for it, apart from that I would like to sue him
for dealing in our business of some sort!”
Stella looked troubled. “Yes, of
course,” she said after a while.
“I propose you see to it that no one
ever set's his foot in the bed room, again, whom we don't both know
for certain who he is!”
Stella looked thoughtful. “I suppose
that they might come to us and pretend to be you, and then I would
believe you and I do know that for a certainty!”
“I will rig up some hidden cameras
then! I can even have them send signals to me at work, probably. But
I'll have to check that with the boss, and then perhaps I can see to
it that we get our alimony!”
“I don't suppose you feel that I need
some privacy from whomever that is that will be at your work place
spying on me?!”
“I suppose you don't really want us
to get to know who that bastard is then, do you, Stella?!”
She sighed. “I believe I can find out
who it is in some other way, dear! But, of course, I'm not completely
sure unless the cameras do say something about the intrusions that
could possibly be there!”
“It is the camera that shall say who
that man is, apart form that he looks like me! So when will I have
the knowledge of what you do when you're not at home?”
“Don't worry! I'll be at home almost
always! I'll just go shopping a few times a week and perhaps once in
a while go to mall where we found our furniture! I suppose that
errand is of interest for you as well as me, dear?”
“Yes, I guess! But why don't you
suppose that I'll be suspicious when you want to be away for that
long without telling me in advance?”
“I suppose you don't know why I go
there and find our furniture to be bought at spectacular prices?!”
“I don't know why there should be so
little that says you could be with someone there and screw him while
waiting for the delivery of the goods that you've ordered!”
“I will thereby see to it that you
don't have to worry about that! I'll see to it that no one comes near
me at that place!”
“I suspect that will not be an issue
to discuss then, right, honey!?”
“That's correct, dear!”
“I will then see to it that there are
people I'm related to there on the occasions that you go there! And
if you go there without telling me first, then I will assume you're
guilty of infidelity!”
“I suppose you will go there
sometimes and find out with the staff where I've been when I was
there?!”
“Yes, I might do that!”
“In order to find out, you could also
find a person there to be your informer about me?!”
“I just might try that!”
“Then why don't you feel that we all
should be into this stuff about weird accusations about the mall
staff and stuff?!”
“I don't like the way that they feel
about it if we have to go about it that way! It is as though you want
me to tease them and as though they wouldn't react by taking the part
of whomever is the one to challenge our marriage!”
“I can assure you that even I can
speak to them so that they know that we need reassurance about what
our enemies could be in that sense!”
“I cannot believe they wouldn't try
to challenge that! Therefore I will go there myself and talk to some
of their staff members, not to mention the director and so! ...”
A few weeks later Stella did go to the
furniture mall and there he met some guy who told her that her
husband had been there and said that there should be a lookout
“against possible tormentors of the marriage he and you have!”
Stella said: “I assure you that all
my stakes or ventures will be for the best of my family!”
The man looked at her and said: “I
feel that you and August have something to be talking about, then!”
“I feel I have to do that!” Stella
agreed.
“I was not until yesterday that he
went here for us to know about it! How come your husband knows so
much about the whereabouts you might have!?”
“I have to talk to august himself,
please!”
“Okay, then!” he said and left.
Stella looked around. August was among
the staff members who took care of deliverance of carpets. She went
there during the time it took for the deliverance of a ornament for
the kitchen, and looked for him.
She found him while he was talking to a
few customers. He quickly glanced at her while talking to them, but
did not interrupt himself until five minutes later. Then he just
said: “Can I help you, madam?”
“I feel you and I have to talk! It's
serious August! It seems I had a child with you after that time we
screwed last June! Now my husband suspects that I've been screwing
someone who is very dangerous for our marriage!”
“I suppose you then want me to tell
him that I am not that kind of a danger for the tow of you!?”
“Yes, I wold want you to tell him
something like that!”
“How come we didn't have a talk about
that you were married in the first place!?”
“I didn't want to tell you, because
then you would control my will to say to myself that I was in a happy
marriage!”
“How come then do you feel now that I
can tell your husband that I am not a threat to that?!”
“I feel that you have a
responsibility to say that to him anyway! I also feel that you should
not be pretending it was I who seduced you and not the other way
around!”
He looked at her and said: “I feel
that you don't feel that I don't know why you would lie to me in that
case!”
“I feel that you are not responsible
for me lying, but you are however responsible for me having to feel
that you should have a sexual encounter with me!”
“I can't feel that I have had any
sexual encounter where I was informed about the details of that girl
whom I thought at first was a virgin!”
She looked at him and said: “I cannot
feel so totally responsible for my actions as long as you can say
that I feel superior for the sake of trying to keep out-of-place
stuff away from real-life encounters!”
“Then I will say to your husband that
I have had no chance to get to know that you were married!”
“Can't you say to him that you didn't
feel he was a threat to the good type of relationship that you and I
had!?”
“No, I can't feel like telling him
that!”
“I can't believe that you don't feel
that you and I had an encounter that wasn't good enough for us to
uphold it as the type of responsible relationship that is not to be
viewed as infidelity!”
“I can assure you that there's not
any intent of being infidel on my part!”
“Then there is not any clue for him
about why we had a relationship to begin with!”
“I can assure you that I have no idea
of why there should be an intimate relationship on the side of a
marriage that seems functional without it!”
“There isn't any marriage that can
work that well! I feel you don't want to admit that a marriage is not
an institution of intending to feel for each other that it was only
the other partner who was worth it to stake one's ventures with!”
“I thereby tell you that there is no
clue for me of how I should know that this view point of yours should
be seen as the absolute fact you've been telling me that it is!”
“Oh! I don't feel that he needed to
be informed, after all! It's he, not I, who hinders such good
relationships form happening! It's he and not I who wanted this
marriage to break up, because he, not I was into soar attitudes about
me wanting to find out what it was like with real romance for a
while!”
“I can't believe you really feel
infidelity is so honest, and still feel that you don't have anything
to loose by telling people that your husband is unseemingly confident
that marriage should be the only alibi for being correct about an
attitude that is not to be seen as real, as you put it!”
“I feel that you have a slack
attitude, in that case! I also feel that you don't have the guts to
tell him just because it's you and not me who wanted to open up for
the relationship to happen! Moreover, I feel you don't have the right
to intrude on me and my marriage as long as you don't admit that I
have a right to go looking for romances that are adventurous and
charming!”
“Then how come you feel that we had
an encounter that was so beautiful that I should tell your husband
that it was better than that it could threaten a marriage?! Because
neither you nor I had anything to say about that marriage! In the
first place, I didn't know about it! Secondly, you seem not to be
into relating to it as the bigger deal than some one-the-side
romances!”
“I will thereby conclude that you are
not the man I hoped you were! You will not any longer have my
sympathy for that you seem intelligent and good for a man to be
romancing with!”
“I simply can't do anything about
that.”
“Then I'll tell him that you and I
had an encounter that you were responsible of and that you should
have avoided putting me into!”
“I will then inform my boss about
that! She will not, presumably, be into letting me seem to be that
kind of a fellow!”
“I will thereby try to pretend that
you are not uncanny enough to even be into any relationship in the
first place, but I will not pretend as if something about it for my
husband!”
“I don not at all prefer to be called
the uncanny guy that you should have a screw with! In fact, I regret
that screw, and even if we did have it, there shall be no others of
it!”
“I shall thereby tell people that
there are not any businesses that ruin romantic inspirations as much
as yours!”
“Then I shall establish that there
are not any more reasons to say that I am reasoning with you without
there being taunting on your behalf that is not my business to like!”
“I will thereby stop talking to you,
and you shall know that although I have said all those things, I will
still be seen as a girl who did not know what she was getting into
when we had a relationship!”
With that she left him and went to pick
up her two kitchen ornaments and then also left the mall without
knowing that August had already said to his boss that Stella had
pretended to be unmarried and that she now intended to blackmail him
into seeming like he knew that she was married.
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Trying to Be of Fake that Is "Worth It for Eternity"
”Try to think about it!” Leon said
to his brother “Why would our enemies be into, unworthily of
emotions that seem legit for people in general, trying to fake that
they were intuitive of exactly this type of status for being sexual
about whom they choose for it?”
“I suppose you mean that they would
not interfere with us if we weren't into seeing them as potential
rivals about the sex partners?”
“Yeah, I mean that!” he said,
looking at his brother with an air of sophistication and clarity on
important issues.”
“Should we, that is, try to have it
they aren't worthy of any sex partners and thereby humiliate them? Is
that what you think could be a working strategy against them!?”
“Yes! I think that could be it!”
“I suppose they will then have cause
to feel inferior and also not be able to avenge that, right, Leon?”
“I find that to be a probable enough
thing!”
“It isn't!”
“Sam, it really is that! We shouldn't
think we have to expect them all to be able to rescue themselves ones
we have some of them in that trap! If they propose upon that, that
they should be good for relationships, then we can harass them about
not seeming good enough even for a partner for one-night stands or
so.”
“I suppose you all the time will have
a clarity on when they will be able to come back from seeming
inadequate for relationships? How come then do you find yourself to
be the one to care about as though they weren't supposedly smarter at
gaining the confidence of potential partners for sex?”
“It's because I don't find myself to
be the partner to have to beg for a woman to be saying to me that I'd
be a worthwhile date. And it's also because they don't have it in
them not to view themselves as the more adequate than most for dating
than I am. Moreover, those women that they stand for that I couldn't
have - I've screwed several of them! That means, as matter of fact,
that I am the superb at catching girls, and they are my inferiors -
and this will be everlasting!”
Sam looked at him. “No, I don't think
you're right in that they do not have any partners you don't know
about! For instance, wasn't that girl at the party with Carl
seemingly good enough for a catch he could have made you jealous
about?!”
Leon looked back at Sam and answered:
“I suppose you don't find that to be an imbecile virtue to be
having, that of having the party seem to be a responsibility for
himself to be into seeming to have the right kind of a girlfriend
at!?! Still I suppose you don't find it any harder to ridicule him
than I do, once you find out how easy it is to catch those girls,
just as long as they don't seem to be sluttier than the rest of 'em
for it!”
“I don't find them any sluttier than
most girls I run into, those whom that Carl, or his brother Peter
choose to bring about as their won for that sake!”
“Then how come, dear brother, do we
not try to find out how they really feel about those fellows?!”
“It's because we can never seem to be
innocent of realizing what they, the women that is, are about when
they manage to get laid without us knowing it!”
“I suppose you don't find that to be
a trick that they could use against us for the sake of finding us to
be the ones who stay ignorant of their mishaps as long as they're
flattering them well enough to stay with their asses for the time it
takes to become a real man seeming trustworthiness for 'em!”
“I suppose then that you don't
realize that they aren't as imbecile as all that! I mean that they
aren't unable to find out what we're about with 'em, once we start
poking into their business!”
“Okay, then I shall start looking
into what they might be able to find out about that!”
“You do that! And meanwhile I'll try
to find out what they're all about once they are into being some
woman's man for a time, and thereby what they could get into
concerning us, of blackmail or so against us!”
“Into this type of seemingly smart
attitude I would have you for the first time now!”
“Oh! I guess that's just because you
hadn't actually figured out my way of seeing them until now!”
“I suppose that means that the two of
us will be into relationships with many women who are unaware of one
another, and who thus find themselves to each one be very honored by
the attention you or I can give her!”
“I can say we should not be lonely
again, ever, that is neither one of us! I propose thereby that you
and I go and find out right now what se should have of benefits for
actually doing that!”
Thereby the two brothers tried to find
out about what they had proposed for each other that they would. Leon
did find something about how the women seem to be blackmailed by the
men that they are supposedly fond of. Meanwhile Sam had found
something about how they, the women, treat each other while having an
affair with someone the other woman fancies. This he used for drawing
the conclusion that they would for a man similar to himself or his
brother that she would fancy him for being free to get laid with
without that bringing her to shame about what to make of her friends
when they get laid that way. Without feeling that this was too far
fetched or so, the two brothers saw to it that they could feel that
there would be triumph enough for the empathy between them and the
women to make certain that nothing would ever stop them from seeming
to be real about having the females seem smart at catching men, but
not smart at seeming to catch them. In this they did manage to catch
many girls and thus reach a fairly high-ranking status about them.
This in turn showed them how to manipulate the women to be smart at
manipulating other men, so that in the end the two brothers managed
to become local chiefs of the neighbourhood. Thereby, none of the
women they managed to catch that way would, if she found out, be able
to complain much about them! Thereby, in turn, the two of them were
powerful enough to break their enemies sophisticated defences against
their own clarity, as they saw it, on what is of worth about being a
man of good reputation in their town. Thus, finally, they managed to
revert the women form doubting them into seeing them as the absolute
powers that should be eternally respected.
Thursday, June 18, 2015
The Dilemma of the Blackmailers and the Tyrants
”For every time we hear a story about
our competence, we also hear that nonsense about our competences
being fake!” The old man saying this was seemingly furious at the
facade of teaming up with each other for the sake of blackmailing
him. But, on the other side, we figured, there was no truth in that
he, nor his family, were at all as competent as they made themselves
seem. Moreover, they had been trying to portray us too as nonsense,
of the kind that one shouldn't be handling as anything but pathetic
in their comparison.
But we were afraid too of the syndicate
they spoke of. They, even more, we thought, than the old fellow who
spoke to us, were dangerous and blackmailing in the sense that they
made us all seem awkward and silly by their comparison. However, I
have no idea about how we should be into seeming smart enough to
compete with them, without them thereby being able to see to it that
they were admired as our idols or something.
“You speak as though you were able to
resurrect us all from their blackmail. But how about that blackmail
that you've been spreading about our family?” my wife asked him.
The old man sighed, and did his best to
look honest enough to deserve our sympathy. “Our so-called
blackmail against you four has never been anything but showing them
what reality is about when one doesn't see how smart other people
are!” He looked certain that he and his family would pertain to
those other people, the smart people.
The certainty in his eyes seemed to
resurrect his self-confidence, and so also his family's. “I assure
you all,” he continued, “we all have the competence and clarity
on problems that we need to be able to cope with them when they come
here! But you people will not manage them without us nearby to defend
you!”
“Then how come,” my wife asked,
“don't you feel like pretending as if something about that they
have been gladly following you so much more than us? How come,” she
continued, “tend to pretend as if we were blackmailed at all if it
hadn't been for you guys?!”
He looked startled. “I assure you,
you wouldn't feel better if it had been we who weren't there on that
festival when they began chasing us for the sake of blackmailing our
competences, which we were presenting there! That is, we will not be
the ones to be as weak as you guys would, if they came after you!
But, then again, of course, you are not smart nor competent enough
for them to have anything to be chasing after in the first place, and
thereby you feel lucky, you feel free, as though you were free from
oppression, when you're actually in need of me and all the others
here that are of my business!” by which he meant mostly him and his
relatives.
We looked at each other silently for a
short while. About four or five seconds later our eldest child,
Oscar, whispered to us: “Let's just leave them just the same! I
mean it still isn't us, but them they're after! WE don't need to feel
incompetent in order to realize that we all are absolute survivors,
apart from their incompetence not to wake the attention of the people
they're into seeing us as the enemies of!”
My wife and I smiled at this. After a
while, my wife whispered back: “I can see that they will not have
anything going for them if those people come around here! Then, in
fact, the four of us can actually be free from the terror of their
rule over us, those fakers who really seem to be into that their
enemies are always ours, and moreover that their friends are also our
enemies, of sorts.”
“Yeah I know,” Oscar whispered,
“and they seem like what we need although they completely have
created almost every problem we have ever had!”
“Yeah exactly!” I muttered, almost
to audibly for them not to hear it. So I lowered my voice to the same
whispering level they had, and continued: “I face the danger now of
having to pretend that there's not any confidence in me to stand for
clarification on the issues that we are supposedly facing. It is as
if we were cowardly on our own record, and as if their cowardice and
also boastfulness was completely unimportant.
With that we carefully left the scene
where our neighbours were still bragging and inspiring confidence in
themselves from other neighbours who were seemingly more naive than
us. I assured myself that they were busy speaking with some of them,
while we left and saw to it that no trace could be found of where we
were going.
A few hours later, we left our home
town with the boat that we had bought five weeks ago from a gypsy who
we had not rally trusted, but who showed us that the raft was rather
impeccably seaworthy. This raft was not too easily recognized, and we
had bought it in preparation for this get-away. Thereby, we had from
the gypsy vehicle a possibility of escape that it was rather safe to
assume there would be no easy-to-follow trace from.
After at sea, we harboured in a nearby
town, where we also laboured as caretakers of the outward impressions
of a few business firms there. Doing that, we earned our food and
shelter for four weeks, upon which we continued in our raft to
another town, where we did the same.
After seven more similar sea travels,
we finally reached a place where there seemed to be shelter from the
rich and wealthy people that after all were likely to be harassing us
as well as our bullying neighbours. Thereby we had finally a possible
shelter for good, or so it seemed. But it was not totally worth it to
trust that notion of security! Because a few weeks later they did
arrive there, those people, including Hito, the notorious gangster
who ridiculed so many by seeming very innocent while preparing for
torment and torture for so very many innocent-or-not people they ran
into.
We heard about their arrival by rumours
from the locals, among which we had earned a fairly good reputation
as trustworthy and a bit more helpful than that they would want to
chase us away and keep our problems to ourselves. The people of our
present village could easily have been threatened by Hito and his
gang anyway, and were thereby not at all blaming us. Fleeing people
both asked for our assistance and told us to come with them, because
now they had arrived!
We joined the fleeing rally in that we
too felt sure that fleeing was the best defence against Hito and his
evil people. After a few days, we reached a place where the locals
said we could rest and hide, perhaps forever. It was there, though,
that after a few additional days, the gang found us. When they did,
we were not surprised that the old man and his family were trying to
survive as the advisors of these people whom they had spoken so much
against.
So, with their advice potentially working against us, we saw the need to convince Hito and his gang to be smart at realizing that
they were lying more than we would be against them. Secondly, we also
needed to convince the Hito people that we were not very far away
from being dangerously defensive against them. Thirdly we needed to
resurrect ourselves from the blackmail from our former neighbours
that made us seem worthwhile fighting just the same.
I had not until then realized the
potentials of neither Hito nor Pasa, who was his assistant, of
blaming blackmailers for whatever happened that was not seemingly
worth it. Anyone could see that the people who were our former
neighbours could not resurrect themselves at our expense, although
they tried several of their tricks. On the other hand, we all saw,
also, that the Hito people were sufficiently loth against accepting
anyone but themselves as supreme or even okay and acceptable people.
But, from here on, we would not fight
these people anymore, nor even feel they were to be feared very much, really,
because they gave us a free escape from their claws.
But a few generations later, Hito's
soul was there in an empire which was much worse than in the
reincarnation when I met him and his gang. ...
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