“I think it's totally fabulous it'd
be, to totally be into an all male orgy about that!” Elizabeth said
to her mother, who giggled, and answered:
“I think the all-male orgy - except
for you, is it? - could be quite a disaster for that smartness you
want for saying that they're all trying to pretend they're worth
almost any girl!”
Lisa looked stubborn. “Mom, what do
you mean, then, that I should be into participating in that all-male
stuff that isn't about sex?!”
Her mother giggled again. “It's not
worth it to be into a male who wants sex for the purpose of just
having it! Because they don't fancy their own instincts as anything
lower than what there is to be seen about the fancy you have for
their composure. It's not they who should think that you're the one
to fancy them, more than the other way around!”
“Then how come I can't even go to a
party where they can't resist a woman?!”
Her mother sighed. “I don't believe
they would let you be there without exploiting your interests!”
“What's your point then, ma, about
for example that party you went to last year, where they paid you to
be there?!”
“I don't say I was there for the sake
of finding men attractive! In fact I don't find them any more
attractive than I find women! It's not I who would be well-paid if I
fancied them more than they us!”
“Then how come they want to pretend
they are all horny enough to suppose their dicks should be into your
ass or something?”
“It's because they don't find
themselves to be as ridiculous as they are for it! ... That's why
honey! So, actually honey, you need to let me find you a partner for
learning how to be smart at leading them on!”
“I find myself to be about finding
males attractive in the first place! Can't we skip that lesson and
just continue with trying to get at the real resources of our
community?!”
She looked at her. “Do you really
believe that you can get at those resources without making the men
all fancy you?!”
“Yeah, mom, I do! Why shouldn't I?”
“you shouldn't believe you're
actually smart enough for a career of that ordinary kind! It's no us!
It's not I, nor you, who can manage that!”
Lisa thought about it. “I guess it's
not very easy, mom. But I still don't fancy trying to become a whore,
and that only, mom! I really don't want it!”
Her mother looked a bit stunned. “I
guess I will have to teach you about how I fancy myself for the sake
of saying to myself that ... ehm, something like that they
all need to know what they need about me!”
“Then
should we go to that type of feast where there are only women? I
guess I might be able to fancy it good enough for learning that
stuff!”
“Yeah!
I guess we could do that! But you now what?! It's not they who will
try to show you how they manipulate newcomers! I think they'll try,
also, to pretend they're all about finding themselves, and thereby
you too, 'good' enough for being into a lesbian atmosphere, and then
have you seem ridiculous before men, anyway!”
Lisa
thought about this for a while. “Then, ma, how come I can't go to a
place where they all are into simply being there for the men!?”
“That's
because they all want to pretend they're already good enough for
them! They're not going to find themselves comfortable with that a
youngster tries, perhaps, to steal their potential catches!”
“Oh
Christ, then, ma! How come, then, they don't seem to be stuck up!?
It's not everyone, is it, who would tend to leave them alone with
that attitude!? ... Right, ma?”
“All
they need is to feel that they aren't good enough for those who are
stuck up to be the same!”
“Oh!
So it's enough not to be good enough!?”
“Yeah,
kind of!”
“Then
what the fuck! I'll be a case of well-fare or something, and then I'm
not good enough - and that's all I need!”
“Lisa!
Don't pretend it's not I who fixed that stuff about how to survive
without them scorning us!”
“How
do you mean?”
“Lisa,
without that I fixed that we don't seem poorer than the rest, we
would be harassed by them, that's what!”
Lisa
looked at her and shook her head. “No, ma, it's not they can't
harass me! It's they, and not us, who can pretend we aren't real -
or that our problems aren't! At least that guy down the block, Alan
or something, he pretends about us that we're not anything but a
nuisance for those who appreciate good things in life! And you know
what? Even Sonya and her friends also do that a little! Actually,
they all do that, only they don't all call me names or so.”
“It's
not that bad with it to the extent we can have the sex appeal we need
for the respect we should have!”
“Really?!
And then how do you want me to learn that?!”
“To
begin with, you could change your posture so that those beginning
tits of yours show better! Then you can also expose them as virtue,
honey, for those who fancy them! That's a beginning, and from that
you need some practice!”
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