Although I'm not good enough a writer to actually be at stake as an author, I feel that I have to express what I feel are points about life, and which I can't (at least not easily enough)write with good quality. I apologize for that :-( ... and hope people can enjoy these stories anyway.
Monday, June 8, 2015
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Love and Imagination as the Virtue of it All
”Imagine that! She's already working
on having us seem surreal about both ourselves and all the others in
this business!”
“Yes,” he answered. “She's a real
asshole, that one!”
“I imagine the two of you had a
really good time, even so, when you were being friendly for a time!”
“I imagine you wouldn't be having too
much fun, if it comes back to that kind of attitude when it comes to
men, to the extent you feel you really do have a right to accuse me
about it!”
“I imagine they don't seem to be
anything but on the surface as moral as they want us to make of
them!”
“Oh! You don't have to pretend that!
They all are fake, but the ones who keep you in charge, that's all!
Of course, darling!”
“I imagine that you will one day
pertain to the fakes that imagine they are part of me and my
hemisphere of love and companionship!”
“Whatever you imagine, I'll be part
of it! So there you go in pretension that they are the bastards and
you are the real good woman for a catch!”
“I imagine they don't seem to be
into me as anything but a clever woman at actually nailing them!
Moreover I imagine they can't believe I'm for real about them and
their attitudes about me and my present-day friends.”
“Then how come you blame me for not
being ignorant of their falsehood and for not being able to blame
them evilly or at least - I suppose? - as cunning as you do?”
“Because I don't fancy that man to be
happy who doesn't seem to be loyal and thereby pretends I'm the
disloyal one!”
“I can't see I'm pretending to be
loyal or anything you should be into as an immature attitude against
that worship of imagination that you have.”
“Then how come we seem to be moral as
long as we're aspiring for the virtue of witnessing and then
portraying it in art?!”
“It's because there aren't any
disloyal parents to be dealt with as much as there are disloyal
kids!”
“I figure it's the parents
responsibility to scold the kids so that they don't become disloyal
like that!”
“Then how come,” he asked, “do
you contribute to the worship of the imagination so much that they
cannot be scolding them without there being a reprisal from those who
are into that their imagination isn't enough?”
“That's because I don't imagine there
to be any worship of them as the mates of my type of woman, and
because I don't want to imagine them to be as surreal as the others,
those who don't even fit into my picture of how a woman should be
treated any more than a frog fits into the picture of how an elephant
eats the leaves of the trees that they live on!”
“Then how come you and I don't fit
into the aspirations of the absolute nonsense of the mediocre at
imagination and the mediocre at presenting their imagination as
poetry?”
“I propose that you thereby see
yourself as merely my friend form now on!”
“Therefore I shall from now on be
loyal only to the extent that reaches to the loyalty that there is
between friends! I will now longer hold you back from trying to
imagine things to be surreal although they are most likely to be
beneficial for the likes of you!”
“I'm sorry! I didn't think of that as
a worth you might have! I imagine we thereby should say goodbye on a
different level of disgust! That is on my behalf, Alfredo!”
“Goodbye then, Sylvia! And may we not
fret against each other about this sad episode of our so-called
relationship of the passed!”
“I bid you farewell, dear Alfredo,
and may our paths part in the most sensual and esthetic of ways!”
“Yes let this be so, dear lady, and
let us all forever grieve the hunger that proposed itself upon us for
being worshippers of sophisticated relationships!”
“Yes dear sir! And let us all be
seemingly caretakers of the modesty of charm that rests in the sly
slumbers of the absolute nonsense of the mediocre at presenting
themselves!”
“I cannot believe we have the guts to
say there's no one to say to us that we were mediocre right now!”
“Then how come you and I shall part
forever it there's no reason for us to say to ourselves that we are
among the best and therefore don't need each other for the purpose of
portraying ourselves as the best!?”
“It's because you and I don't fit
together, that's why, Sylvia!”
“Then how come that bitch we were
talking about became so jealous when she discovered that we had a
beginning relationship?!”
“It's simply because she imagined me,
I guess, for a partner, and that it just the same became she who had
the opposition against it in you, who she thought of as not very
worthy of me!”
“I imagine the two of you could never
get along even as much as I did with you!”
“I imagine that's a clear-cut
statement that is beyond my belief in the status that we all are of!
It's statement we should never imagine to be for real more than
accidentally or by the means of some weird destiny that isn't fit for
being appreciated by us!”
“I imagine then that you shall
overcome the opinion you had about me as a friend, even, and thereby
no longer be appreciated by the other poets you want to hang out
with!”
“I imagine, in that case, that you'll
not be any better of yourself, because I am also among the poets a
fairly popular guy, and if you imagine it to be my smartness that it
is about to put you down, then you shall burn in hell for I am not
imagining you to be any worse of than me!”
“I imagine the two of you already
sitting there and pretending to be good people without any attitude
towards the ones who are saying to themselves that we should really
be smart at taking advantage of their fake values of enthusiasm and
worthiness for the cause of utterly sophisticated imagination!”
“Then how come you and I shall always
be together even as the smart fakers of the opinions that we worship
together about their absolute nonsense!? It is of course not our
opinion that they would worship, if they do not even feel they are
about to feel that we are simply into worshiping sophisticated
wisdom morals and so - is it?!”
“I imagine you are in a trap of
considering yourself to be the man to take for her, and thereby not
imagining my ass to be the good one to take for a sensual encounter!”
“Thereby I shall say from now that I
will encounter you on the basis that we only have such a relationship
and that's all there is to be between us!”
“I imagine that you will from now on
see yourself as the man to be taken by more than one woman at a
time!”
“Thereby I shall from now on see to
it that you and I will not pretend we aren't into a sexual
relationship which she may turn into a catastrophe if she ever finds
out!”
“I imagine that you and I shall never
meet again although you wanted that to happen!”
“Then I imagine that you and I only
have a relationship of the past and that is all there is to it!”
“Thereby, I shall never again imagine
that to be a good time for me nor you to have had!”
“I shall not either imagine that to
ever have been a really good time for us. I will however sometimes
imagine that you and I had an even fairly good time together!”
“Then I shall imagine that you and I
shall not try that kind of sensual relationship again! I will also
imagine that you will not be able to ever find yourself absolute
about any kind of relationship with any woman ever!”
“I will thereby imagine you not being
able to fancy any man that hasn't got any imagination about you as
the perfect queen and thereby the absolute nonsense of the
sophisticated immoral that there is to being a queen over the cunning
that it's about to be sophisticated in the first place!”
“Then how come you will imagine me
being woman enough for even having a man for that purpose?!”
“I sillily pretended that back when
we were together as a couple!”
“I shall then forever imagine that
you are the fake of a man that I will never rely on for anything but
sillily pretending absolute nonsense as though it made sense to you!”
“I will thereby imagine you to be an
absolute fake about things that are in-between us and the imagination
that we had about our beings together as a couple!”
“Then how come our beings devoted
ourselves to ourselves without there being any devotion to the
essence of absolute cunning for the moral that eases of during
infinity of will to fight?!”
“It is because our being s do not
pertain to pretension that is surreal about morals in the first
place!”
“Then I shall imagine you being the
looser of this world in that you pretend to be the fellow to be taken
as a moral while although immoral not imagining himself to be of any
worth for a woman he's had!”
“I will thereby also imagine you be
the looser of this world for not being into moral about whatever you
have dealt with of masculine partners! I imagine also that there are
loads more of unhappy exes of you than of me!”
“I imagine that cunning is about
choosing the right partners for that kind of status! And i imagine
thereby that the cunning you've had about your previous relationships
is not about cunning in the first place, but about pretension that
you are into moral when you and thereby they pretend there's a
goodness to the kind of cunning in a relationship that you seemingly
always pretend that it were about - although it couldn't have
been!”
“I will thereby imagine your cunning
be of nonsense too, that is of semi-cunning that is not to be
imagined about as if it were moral to be into it as actual wisdom!”
“Then I will forever imagine that you
don't belong here among us who choose to be loyal to the imagination
that never ceases to amuse us, and thereby the likes of those who
imagine themselves to be utterly free from illusions of sophisticated
measure!”
“Then I imagine you and I be forever
connected in that sphere of absolute cunning about trying to be
immature about each other!”
She looked at him. “No! I don't
imagine us to ever have to take part of that same sphere of nonsense,
nor any other for that sake!”
“I shall never imagine that you and I
belong to the same sphere of anything but those two mysteries of
cunning that you were about and I was beginning to understand well
enough to now be able to stand on my own two feet about them!”
“Then I shall cunningly pretend as if
something about how the nonsense of your so-called competence for it
is imagined among people not to be because of me!”
“Thereby I shall rejoice in that I
have the cunning from the beginning to imagine such stuff be of an
absolute-nonsense attitude!”
“I will thereby imagine them not
being able to find me attractive enough to foresay the future of the
imagination of the cunning of the absolute nonsense that they will
perhaps even worship you for!”
“I will thereby never again
absolutely cunningly try to sophisticatedly try to humiliate that
nonsense of a cunning that you are about in you utterly
nonsense-inclined total bullshit of worship of the art that you call
amateur. I will however never again, as well, try to sophisticate
myself as to the nonsense of your words that are so-called poetry and
the nonsense that you try to have it we shall all rejoice in as
though it were clever!”
“Then I shall never again try to
sophisticate myself about trying to be of nonsense for the value of
the sake of relating to your nonsense as tough it were good poetry! I
have not related to that kind of nonsense ever before, nor will I
ever have to relate to such nonsense again, I presume!”
“I imagine you will thereby not be
seen by the others as absolutely silly for not seeing me as the
absolute cunning in the two spheres of absolute cunning of
imagination that the silly people think that you're an expert of!”
“I will never again speak to you
about my cunning, nor even yours, for the matter of sake!” With
that she rose from her seat, took her coat and shoes on, and left
him, never to come back.
Saturday, June 6, 2015
Smart Stupidity
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: Smart Stupidity
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
A Festivity of Feminine Virtue
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: A Festivity of Feminine Virtue
Tuesday, June 2, 2015
Reason not to Believe ''They" Are Good People?
Sonya sat in wonderment at the dinner
table with her family and talked to them. She was astonished about
something she was telling them about. “I mean it's hardly true that
I can even consider them to be for real!” she said, and contented:
“the two of them, who moreover also seem quite possible as
half-siblings, at least, keep on saying that!
“They seem to feel like I am the one
to be ridiculous to be the one to believe them - and that is to
believe either interpretation of them!”
Her husband looked at her in amazement.
“You mean they're really telling you either that they're stalling
all the time or even that their middle name is Stalin or so?!”
She looked indignantly at him. Although
she didn't mean that he was to be despised, he reacted to her gaze
somewhat defensively. She realized this and said: “I'm sorry that I
seemed angry at you! Of course its them I'm angry with Carl!”
“I know! I just can't help but
finding there to be a dilemma about what to make of it when you look
like that!”
His wife looked at him softly.
“I'm sorry, honey! But you do know, don't you, that I never would
want you to be viewed as anything like them or so! Right?”
“Yeah, of course!” he chuckled.
Sonya smiled. “Anyway, what I heard
from one of my associates is that he has heard, from someone he
didn't care to mention, is the two of them are being weird about it
because they really tend to believe in Stalinism. Although this seems
totally weird nowadays, at least, they seemingly, he said, are smart
at really pretending they're blackmailed about their name.”
Carl looked at her. “Look,” he
said, “whatever that Russian business associate of yours says, it's
totally impossible that someone would in this day and age be able to
do that!”
Sonya looked at him. “Even so I feel
that there's not a virtue in denying that weirdos that pretend so
might become the type of nuisance that in the end are really
dangerous for me!”
He sighed and looked at his
half-Russian wife. “Sonya, it's not he who should have said to you
that it's anything to care much about! It's not he who should have
been talking to you in the first place! I don't know if your Russian
mother has it in her to be into that such things are possible here in
the western world. But we aren't really susceptible to anything of
the kind! I mean there's no thought of Stalin that would ever find
any fertile soil around here!”
Sonya sighed. “Yeah, I know, Carl!
Here in your part of Europe he wouldn't be anything but the laughing
stock for all of us to have, if it weren't for the insolence of the
way I and my mother find him to be Still somehow in power!”
He giggled a little while saying: “I
didn't find there to be anything of this severe paranoia in you I
answered your ad for a husband with relevance for helping you bound
to our society! It seems to me now that you, not I, will be the one
to deem relevant for that ridicule of being sophisticated as a
manipulator who wants her fantasies be viewed as relevant for her
associates and others to be into believing anything of!”
“Oh! You bastard of a guy! How can
you tell me I'm not relevant for it?! There's not anything in what
I've said that isn't into something that everyone else could have
fallen for! There's relevance for that kind of trickery in almost
anyone, in the sense that they don't even see that later on they
might fall into another trap than the one that is too obvious to
believe they would even exist those people doing that stuff that is
on the surface of their attitudes!”
“I can't help that I'm giggling,”
he said and felt that his laughter actually could have been repressed
a little better. “But I can help that there's not any alternative
for them but to see it in you that he, and then also you, should be
looked at as if they have any potential to believe in that Stalinism
still exists!”
“I don't feel that it does! I didn't
even when I was a girl, who came to this country because my mother
happened to find a husband who could readily accept her and me as his
family!”
“I don't find that to be any
different from that I am supposed to believe that your family now is
situated very differently from back then, since you still really need
my support for being into this country as an offset against those who
don't seem to realize that they actually aren't capable of that
cunning of pretension that ridicules the potential agony of being
stuck up and imbecile!”
“I can't say it isn't your country
that isn't about pretending our country isn't very frightening
compared to yours!”
“I mean that! It is thereby I who
never would accept that part of a theory that says a Stalinist - or
even his relative - should ever appear in our social contexts or
minds!”
“There's not any relevance for me to
say that it's your country that is very generous on that behalf!”
“Then how come my country isn't
relevant for us all to say that about?!”
“It's because they don't all seem to
be appreciating the type of truth that says that kind of a thing!”
“I don't find you to be amusing now,
and I don't even find you attractive enough to be the woman I wanted
just two months ago!”
“I can't say that those fakers of
some kind of enstallment or Stalinism are actually being what they
actually are in real life when they seem to be those potential
business partners! What I'm worried about is their masquerade, hardly
at all, really, that stuff about them actually meaning that they
could represent themselves like that!”
“I can see then that you're talking
to me the way that I hoped you would! Finally I got you to really
say that part of it all! You know I actually wondered what you were
leading up to.”
“Okay! Then why shouldn't there also
be a rule about business that those who don't represent themselves
shouldn't be there on those conferences?!”
“Oh God! Don't they have that in that
place! I mean it's the conference centre that really should see to it
that they can't pertain to pretending that much about what they are
there for!”
With an air of relief over his outburst
against them, Sonya replied: “Yeah, that's true! Do you mean you're
sure the other centres wouldn't ever pertain to that!?”
“Yeah - I'm almost sure!”
“Almost?!”
“Yeah!”
“How can one be sure not to be
pestered by them again then?!”
“I can't tell for certain honey! But
I can say there isn't any relevance for them in the other places I
know!”
“Really!?”
“Really!”
“Then how come the man I talked to
didn't seem to feel that he had been rid of them when he was at the
centre where he asked around about them?!”
“He didn't?!”
“No! He didn't seem to be anything
but pestered by them even when he was at either one of the other two
places he mentioned as good - otherwise that is - for him in his
search for new business partners!”
“That seems totally ridiculous!”
“I can't say it's ridiculous since
they are all foreigners there, even easterners most of them! Thereby
I can tell that someone probably has prejudice about foreigners, at
least easterners, and wants them to seem irrelevant for the type of
business we all are into that there should be!”
He sighed. “I can't believe my ears
about that!”
“You should! We're actually into this
trouble about why foreigners are to be viewed as superfakers about
why they should be here and not in their own country and tend to take
things back to how things were way back, or so!”
He looked at her in disbelief. I still
can't quite believe that you really mean to say they're actually
faking that in order to make foreigners stay away from ... is that
from business here, you think, they should stay away?!”
“Yeah!”
“Then how come they're not into
business about trying to fake that you're all the types of imbecile
people who should really believe we aren't into business that are
applicable for their so-called faking attitudes?!”
“I don't believe you're actually into
anything that is about business, then! I mean if you're faking that
they actually could be business people, then how come they seem at
all to be into business in your circles!?”
“It's because I can't find the reason
for them to be into so-called business in the first place! That is I
can't believe they're trying to be into - even, then, if you must
be a bastard about it! - our type of business, which - as far as
I go, by the way - is much more successful than yours!”
“You feel we all aught to be into
business together and then you should be able to brag about the
so-called success, of which I have seen almost nothing but an
extravagance as if to show of money, but which really did seem to be
a rather cheap facade for a looser to have to hide the failures of
the past!”
“I have been into more money than you
can ask for! I have even bought that company you were speaking to me
about last month! I have also developed assets in the US, which I
shall apply to those businesses I have at home for the sake of
developing the absolute power over the market that I can be going to
need for future incomes. ...”
“You have, behind my back, created
hidden assets!? You have, behind my back bought the company I had
been aspiring to buy for several years!?”
She looked at him, somewhat solemnly.
“Yes, I have!” she replied.
“Oh gosh!”
She smiled at him, still solemnly into
seeing it openly in him to be her inferior, in the actual sense, but
now also worried that he might condemn her attitude of sovereignty.
“I find there to be a problem with
that you and I continue to do business, not to mentioned being
married!” she said, after a short while, now sophisticatedly trying
not to be solemn.
“I can't believe what I hear!”
Solemn again, she said: “You're not
into the type of business I am. I just used you for a springboard for
my further affairs, and will later on not mention you accept as my
late husband,” she said and shot him.
Monday, June 1, 2015
Sisters of Sex Business
Adult (or at least semi-adult) story; follow the link if you want to read it anyway: Sisters of Sex Business
Saturday, May 16, 2015
The Witch Mother and her Good and Evil Twin Daughters
”Father, what are we all about now
that we can seemingly blame it on the other one!?”
“Dear, we don't have to ask it! It
seems she's just coming along as your trailer to be judged as an
asshole for all time and eternity, and I - as well as your mother
- can tend to forever blame your twin for the evils you or the rest
of the family do!”
“Great papa! Then she and I should go
to the park and there have everyone believe they're evil to the
extent they don't repress that she's cunning at having the seeming
morals that we don't wandu pertain to!”
“Yeah, great!” her dad answered.
“Now your mama and I are gonna terrorize her a little more for each
month that passes - and then we'll know for eternal time how to
seem good although we're actually cunning and not at all the lazy
fuckers that keep on pertaining to morals simply because they're not
able to be cunning like the real people, like us!”
“I'm gonna tell my mama about all of
this! Then she and you can pleasure yourselves incenstously against
her! And the two of you will never have to worry again about your
brighter child being hurt by it - since she, that meaning I, is not
susceptible for blackmail - and thus not as fun to watch being
tormented and then unable to tell about it!”
“Great!” her father said.
“Then let's all terrorize her by
seeking all the neighbours sympathy be for ourselves instead of for
asshole who tends to pretend moral is actually the best for lasting
eternally well, in a smart attitude, that is.”
Scornfully the evil twin girl giggled
about her good twin, and then said to her father just how he should
get into it with the neighbours so that everyone but she (the good
twin) would be free to enjoy their mistake about how to be
sufficiently on-the-point scornful about the mischiefs they are
subjected to by this family's arrogance about their confusion!
The good twin, meanwhile, was washing
her hair, which had been subjected to heat by the vengeance from a
neighbour who's tulips had been ruined by her twin. She was also in
pain, because the heat had hurt her very bad, but the mother only
giggled about her suffering and kept on scolding her for not being
like her somewhat younger evil twin.
“It is not that I am not a twin for
the sake of being a virtue for the evils of the family!” he younger
twin had said, teasingly, about the fact that she was the younger but
still more trusted one - because their parents were evil enough to
want an evil twin to gain any advantage, and they also terrifically
well knew about the the older one that she was the fool of the
family.
Thereby, the whole family, which
included several half-siblings, two maternal and four paternal, plus
one full sibling who had actually moved out. These evil family
members later would advocate for the story to be tempting for others
to be into for the virtue of making evil eternal. It was due to their
blackmail that the evil twin would seem good in advocate positions of
spirituality, so that the evil deeds of her and most of her family
could hardly at all be traced by anyone not well enough tempted by
the notion of eternalizing evil their way!
But later, the two parents ran into a
woman who headed an extremely evil family, who saw in their position
of caring about even that surface of moral to be useful for her
purposes, and who could find it amusing to do that at their cost. She
was a business woman who accused almost anyone whom she got near
enough in social life and so of being too awkward to be trusted,
while she herself could gain from good as the virtue of evil in even
more efficient ways. The family with the twins had it in them to have
killed off the older (and good) twin for the better of the welfare of
the family's pertinence to seeming better than she was, and then also
winning by blackmail their eternal souls to the extent it was
possible to win it that way, they thought. But the evil twin who was
left could not avoid seeming good in this circumstance, and thus fell
victim with her family of the business woman who thus sold their
secrets soon enough to be able to seem the fairly trustworthy among
the awkward and untrustworthy. Thereby the belief of the father,
which had been that murder would be the ultimate plot for eternity
was totally proven wrong.
The family, who exploited one of their
daughters, actually had the attitude of witches, and so did the
business woman who later exploited them; they all thereby considered
themselves inclined for attitudes of revenge against good, but could
not prove themselves without beating each other at it.
It was the women of their society who
proclaimed evil be of eternal presence. but it was the males of their
contexts who proclaimed eternity be worthwhile to consider fake if
not pertaining to their immorality, which would be at least as smart
at evil as the witches' once they managed to revenge that morality
that stopped their love for eternal immorality and so also the
witches'.
The younger and evil twin sister
thereby saw a possibility of real revenge against good when her
father spoke to her about his considerations about how evil could not
be stopped once they managed to blame the older twin totally. The
older twin had thus not the chance to say to everyone that she had
been mistreated into being the nuisance they made her be, nor that it
was her sister's mischief they had come up against time and again.
It was not until eternal time had
passed that the older sister got her vindication and resurrection.
Then, after the eternity of suffering for the spirit of that poor
elder sister, she got her vindication from that her mother finally
totally lost her soul. But it was not until then, because the witches
of that world were able to resurrect their spirits smartly for the
sake of keeping the black soul they said to themselves that it was
going to last for eternity. Then, upon this, the worst of the other
family members fell with her. This is a true story, only it happened
in another world which was not like ours, but where witches are
present and which is inadequate for our world to be presented as
quite intuitive about - although we can sometimes actually have some
notion about it anyway, such as the notion I have for writing this,
which actually happens very soon after that witch mother's total soul
loss. ... !
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