Chapter One
“It's hardly working to look at them
as my enemies!” she proclaimed.
“Why not!?” her mother pursued.
“Because, if they don't argue with
me, then I can't have them seem below taking me for granted as their
friend!”
“I see!” Her mother now looked a
bit amused.
“This is not funny mother! Moreover,
ma, they're not even only my enemies! They might have not only me,
but our whole our farming industry seem corrupt, even, I think, by
seeming to be into me and what I'm about in our business! It is they
who try to steal from my assets - that is at least my assets in the
abstract sense, mama!”
“How can you say that? They're trying
to steal your name that's what it's about! Your real assets are still
stuff that they can't be touching, at least if they're of the
immaterial sort!”
“I can't believe they seem to be too
similar to me, to let me get away from them at both! I can't see how
people can react to me as though I was that mediocre at representing
our business and stuff, if it's not one, at least, of them has been
faking something about what they should expect!”
“I can see that you're into that he
- or even if that is she - is sort of into trying to pretend that
she, your female look-alike, is the one that seems peculiarly into
business of our kind! But I can't see how in the world they could in
that case be pretending that you're lousier than she at showing what
we're all about!”
“That's why I feel so upset about
them! It's horrible that they can somehow point to me as though I
weren't a girl who could be representative of our vegetables!”
“Thereby I shall now view you as the
mediocre member of our family, who doesn't pertain to seeming good
enough to be a representative! You know, it's not I who ever had such
look-alike problems!”
A little bit chocked Stephanie said: “I
will then have it they're not too dumb after all, mama! Cause I was a
promising girl for our business!”
“I can't help you with any of this,
Steph! I couldn't help you even if they were people that I knew more
about than that one of them were in your elementary school and the
other one on an opposing high school's badminton team.”
“How, then can you be pretending that
I'm not into any trouble because of them!? I mean there's much to be
lost and I've already begun loosing because of the two of them!”
“I can't see that you're trying to
ignore them the natural way! If you did, then they would certainly
quit soon enough!”
“Bull shit!”
“I don't want to hear you talk that
way again! No go up to your room and study! When you come back, I
hope you have thought things over and never again mention those two
look-alikes!”
Chapter Two
In school the next day, Stephanie saw
her male look-alike seeming to be her, or, that is, the way she could
be expected to look nowadays if she hadn't stopped wearing pants. “I
feel that they seem to be torturing me because of my asshole
look-alikes, and they know it!” she thought about her fellow
pupils.
Entering her math class room, she felt
a scorn coming her way from a few of the other students there. There
could be a clue, perhaps, she figured, about who to be taking to,
were it not for these awful scorns that seemed to stick to her by
telepathy! “I feel,” she thought, “that I don't have any
friends anymore, after they began cooperating, those two!”
Sitting down, she tried to recall what
her father once said about them. It was something like “There's no
clue, then, to whatever they're about as long as they express
themselves as being the same as the look-alike they found in you!”
In thinking about this, she found an essence of what they were doing,
which was not too smart to say they were into some obscure point that
was of gain for the others or so - “and try, thereby to have it
the point is not made unless they ridicule me, who somehow should be
seen as the misfit who rendered those points to ... something ...
something they all hate me for doing, I guess!” she thought for
herself.
While she was pondering upon this, the
teacher had entered the class room. She didn't seem to be in any good
mood. After a while she knocked a few times on the table in front of
her and said rather loudly: “I will see to it that all of you study
better! It's not to be said that any of you will seem to be smart
enough for a good college unless you really start listening to me and
studying more at home!”
There was a murmur among the students
for a few seconds, after which the teacher said: “I will test you
every Friday from now on! And to the extent you can't tend to follow
class well enough to pass each test, the grade you have will be
lowered!”
A boy raised his hand and she told him
to speak his mind. He proclaimed: “I can't be here every Friday! I
have art class then!”
“I will then see to it that another
time be arranged for you!
“I will also see to it that the
others don't speak to you during the time between then and their
testing time!”
“Okay!” the boy answered.
Stephanie tried to figure out how
difficult the tests were going to be, but couldn't tell. And when the
teacher began her lesson she worked on trying to figure it out for
each and every statement she made. She also tried very hard to learn
what she said.
Chapter Three
“I can't figure out why they're
cunning about me!” Stephanie said to a fellow pupil, who she
thought was perhaps still her friend.
But she looked at her as though the
seeming friend she had been suddenly disappeared. “It's not true
that they are at all cunning about it! Instead, they're trying to
find out if they are able to see the way they seem to you to be alike
but somehow different!” she answered.
“I can't see how come, then, they
think that I should be portrayed as though I wasn't into my parents'
vegetable business!”
Her would-be friend seemed dismayed. “I
don't have any clue about why you imagine that about them!”
“I can say that they already have had
my parents feel that I cannot run the business after they die!”
“I imagine you actually blame him and
that girl from that other school for it?!”
“I don't go for the fakes that they
are into! They are pretending that I want to pretend to be a business
woman already! It is totally fake of the two of them!”
“I can't believe they're trying to
pretend that!” her would-be friend said and left her.
Chapter Four
On Friday Stephanie sat in the math
class room and took the test. She felt reassured that she could
manage these tests, if only they stayed this simple. Even so she very
thoroughly saw to it that every question was answered the way it
probably should be according to her teacher. After class she went to
straight the room were they had English lessons, and waited there.
She sat in the back of this classroom, while the math teacher had had
her up front. But she wasn't trying to be into saying to herself that
there was going to be any rumours about her as long as she didn't
change her seat in either place - just like in most of her classes.
The English lesson went well enough for
her not to feel that someone could start ridiculing her for not
following well enough. Thereby she only had one more challenge of
that kind before weekend, and if that went well too, she would go
home and study and see to it that no one could find faults with her
about studies, at least.
While going to the class room for
social studies, she tried to figure out what the other pupils might
think she was trying to be. It was not trying to be smart at anything
they had yet seemed to be thinking. It was somehow still that she
somehow seemed to them to be stuck up in the ridiculous way that
seemed to tell everyone that she was to be despised as if cunning in
a fairly absurd way.
Seated in the classroom, she overheard
some fellow students speak about her: “I wonder when she'll find
out that he's just trying to be smart enough to be of the same
attitude as the business woman he imagines her to be!” Another one
answered: “And I too wonder about her. I wonder why she sets the
stage as if there was no losers out there, trying simply to be
somewhat better than they are in reality!” A third one said: “I
can see it in her to be the attempt they both, actually, can have for
seeming actual about caring for business, and thereby she wouldn't be
too stuck up if she just accepted them!”
She solemnly took this as the sign that
it was, probably, that they were trying to figure out a way to treat
her as though they were so humble by her comparison. “I can't
figure them to be my friends anymore,” she repeated for herself. It
was not solemn to be into hypocrisy about this, she figured, but then
again “What the fuck, they're not going to be smart enough to be
able to figure out what I'm into if I just keep on going without a
sign about what I want apart form what I obviously aught to do!”
Thereby she felt reassured that she
could keep on trying to be okay, at least, in school, without that
being too much of a lead for them and her two look-alikes.
Chapter Five
“I can't see why they are weird
enough to stop having it they want to be like me now. Is it, perhaps,
because I didn't fail to seem normal and smart during a few weeks?”
Her father looked at her. “There's no
way to see it in them to be tying to be pretending to be you again
then, is there?!”
She sighed quite deeply. “I think
they're simply trying to hide that they're into it still! I think
they still are pretending to be like me! And come to think of it, I
guess they're just working on trying to be good in class, which
perhaps both of them were very lousy at - or at least he was, dad.”
“I propose, then, Steph, that you and
he have a talk about this look-alike nonsense! Because if he's still
into it, as you say, then it's about time he realized that he has to
live a life of his own! From now on, even, I hope!”
“I will not try to talk to him unless
he promises to be smart at presenting his reasons for pretending to
be me in the first place!”
“Okay, I'll tell his parents that, I
guess!”
A few weeks later the two of them did
talk. He then said that attempts to be like her had been about trying
to be into business like everybody else in this area, and that his
parents had been outcasts because they weren't. It was not easy to
get him to say much about why he thought pretending to be her would
lead him to be smart at actually being like her, nor why that so
certainly would help him exactly about being into business thinking.
She thereby asked: “I wonder how come
they seem to be into that you take it that you're learning something
from me?!”
“I feel I don't find that to be
impossible! I have learned somehow to be in garden and think about
business as what should spring from the plants and vegetables there!”
“Why don't you try to do that without
pretending that I am the one you are when you do it?!”
“Because it's not worth it to say
they accept me as such as easily as you! That's why!”
“Then why - ... Or actually, who do
you mean by 'they'?!”
“I mean whoever might be seeming to
care about whether or not I do such business!”
“Okay, then why do they seem to be
into trying to care about who is doing that?!”
“Because they seem into that one
should have the reputation of already being one who does it!”
“I can't see that they should all be
trying to pretend that I had any reputation of already being into my
parents' business!”
“I can't say anything but that I have
had benefits from trying to be you when I do it!”
“Then how come they seem to be into
themselves as smart enough to do business even without pretending to
be someone else!?”
“I can't say they don't have their
families in that!”
“I can't really believe that!”
“Why not?!”
“Because they don't seem intuitive
about when business is to be reckoned with, and even less do you!”
“I do not see the reason for you to
say that!”
“I can't see in you, nor should you
see in me, anything of being into business as of yet!”
“I don't agree!”
“Then stop pretending I am at all
into as much of thinking that I'm into business as you are yourself!”
“I can't stop telling myself that
there isn't any reason to be into business the way those who have a
heritage for it are!”
“Then why do they seem to pretend
that I am lousier at it since you started doing it?!”
“Because there's not any attempt in
you to try to be the one to be sure about what business really is
about for the sake of being the one I imitate!”
“I wonder how come they in that case
find themselves to be of potential for judging over this stuff!?”
“I can't feel they're into being
judgemental! It's about that they're trying to be into business too,
but not attempting to say to themselves that they are supreme at it!”
“ I thereby feel you should imitate
one of them instead of me!”
“No, I can't!”
“Why is that?!”
“Because I feel there's no look-alike
in anyone of them!”
“How about that girl who also is our
look-alike?! You know the one who seemed to aspiring for some other
school's badminton team, though failing to be much more than a
spectator.”
“I guess she is as little of a
business person as me!” he proclaimed.
“I propose they then try to be as
smart as we, my family, at seeing it in her, and you, to be something
of a person suitable for the challenges of business! Because I and my
family have since the two of you started doing it, quarreled about
how to look at me as suitable. They are at least as smart as my
parents and me at it, I say!”
“I feel that they and you don't feel
that you nor they are ever to be viewed as possible failures! I
thereby feel that both she and I have the point to make that is there
in that you don't realize the mistake of not seeing it as a
possibility that you could go wrong!”
“I will not see it in you to be able
to try to be me again!” With that she sued him.
It did not turn out well for him. But
the girl who pretended to be her thereby pretended she had done so
because the stuck-up family she had was not into any humility at all.
She thereby sued her as well - and manage to get at her to with it.
However, there was sort of a reprisal
against her even so, she thought, in that the scorn for having been
'imitated' by him made her seem silly in a way that people her really
stood for was a sign that she could not be an ordinary person. This
was more true about the male, first and from-the same district
'imitator' of her. But almost the same held true for the girl
'imitator'. However, she had apparently studied the two of them.
Because she managed to portray herself thoroughly as an unsuitable
victim of similar stuff. Sort of very startlingly she somehow did so
in a way that ridiculed both her two look-alikes, and also portrayed
them as just about the same. This scared Stephanie, but didn't quite
get her to give up her authority over her future. ...
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