“Oh! It's that girl!” Carl said.
“Yeah! It's the one who's called
Pious Craving!”
“Yeah, I have heard it! But why is
she called that?!”
“Well,” Conrad answered, “some
say that it's just because she's horny although into piety, and that
she likes to present it that way! But others have said that she's
actually into insinuation about either her real name, or the name of
a look-alike of hers!”
“Does anyone know who that look-alike
is?!”
“Oh! That's some girl who is a master
in couronne, who's name is something similar to that! Or else,
perhaps, she is herself that master of couronne!”
“Okay! So it's she, then, who wants
us all to fall for that she has an ass of her own, which is just as
good as a faggots ass!”
“Yeah! That's her! ... It's that
bitch who keeps pretending she should get along with us faggots so
much that she doesn't seem to have actual yearning after men! That is
she seems to be an actual part of gay male social life, and then
tries to insinuate that it's us that her horniness is about!”
“Ohh! It's that kind of a bitch!”
Carl looked thoughtful.
Yeah! That's it!” his friend
answered, and looked at him. “I guess I got you a bit puzzle
there!”
“Hmh! Yeah! I feel puzzled.”
“I'm not sure if there's anyone I
know who actually can be sure about if she's the actual master of
couronne, or if she's just that kind of dirty man-craving bitch who
wants to blame someone who has a name similar to hers!”
“I see!” Carl said, still looking
rather thoughtful.
“Well, anyway, you and I have a good
relationship going, but she wants to get into it!”
“I see your point!”
“Even though I don't desire her - at
all - I still feel kind of that I could be cornily getting into
her, as if there was a need for her in the way I feel about people!”
“I know! ... I mean that's what I
expected from you!”
Conrad looked a bit troubled. “Mmh! I
guess you feel I'm not quite a guy to be reckoned with as as
trustworthy as you would like your boyfriend to be?!”
Carl too looked a bit troubled. “I
sort of meant that. But I also mean that it's not a bigger deal than
that we can handle it the way we usually handle outsiders that I
don't have any desire for!”
“We should, I guess, in that case,
see to it that she can't get anywhere?!”
“Of course! But that's what I thought
you already were doing!”
“Why do you feel that you can expect
that?!”
“You usually seem to reveal such
stuff for me in time for us to talk enough about it for me not to
have to become jealous!”
But Conrad looked troubled. “We have
to discuss a whole lot of things that I haven't been saying to ya!”
“I don't think so! Actually, I feel
confident that you're quite obvious about such nuisances!”
“Don't pretend that you actually can
feel safe about me!”
“But I can!”
“What the hell do you mean by
believing I would - as surely as that - actually divulge
everything you could come to need to know?!”
“I simply mean that I can feel safe
about you - and that's all there is to it!”
But still looking troubled, Conrad
answered: “In that case you don't even trust me enough to want to
know what I can be about some of those nights when you're out playing
bridge, and I go to those pubs where loads of people dig into me as a
homo man to be taken for the kind of guy who might show them what
they need of appreciation and sexual attention!”
“Then, if there isn't a belief in ya
about yourself as trustworthy, then what the fuck are you doing being
committed to me as the boy of your choice in the first place?!”
“I guess the girl who calls herself
Pious Craving could be into that you and I should be quarreling, so
that she could get into one of us - and perhaps even make us
reconcile, and have both! I feel thereby that you and I should break
up, but not - either one of us - get into that girl's circles, nor
either one of us reassert her about what she wants!”
With that he broke up.
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