In a town, which we can call Doversville, 20-year-old Lena was adopting a style loving the type of person who never stood for neglect of responsibility about how to deal with evils such as wicked deceitfulness. She often fantasized about having such people deal with her as the best they would be inclined for in order to familiarize themselves with what it is not to be like them, but still to be for what they stand for. So she tried to be humble enough about herself for anyone who might be that way to feel that she would be a treat for his or her devotion.
In this insinuation, she signified and made available her appreciation of virtuous care for pristine and sincere development of a world that appreciates moral and sincerity. In belief in hope, sensuality, care and humaneness, she sometimes studied people she met. At times she also fancied one (or perhaps more) of those people to be meant for her and/or to be tokens of her thoughts and feelings about what a better world should be.
On a Saturday afternoon, out at a local cafe and pub, she spotted a few individuals whom she felt could be something of what she was looking for. Two of them, who also seemed likely to be a couple, especially caught her interest. The man seemed to be about thirty, the woman a little bit older. They sat at a fairly small table, with one other fellow and a fourth, empty, chair. Nearby there was another table with three other people that perhaps belonged to the same group. Looking at the two, she fancied herself being vigor for their relationship as well as for each of them to ensure well-being potentials and pride.
She watched them order and then discuss something while waiting for their coffee. While ding so she silently acknowledged what she figured to be the man's feelings of responsibility for keeping some kind of a safe-guard against trying to employ illusion as freedom. She also viewed his seeming partner as good by being spirited for the development of a male-female relationship that and embraced cultivating both hope and insights gained from gentle bur definite disillusionment.
In order to determine which way she should behave to get into their realms, she studied their ways, respectively, of committing themselves to their friends, of seeming real about what they actually stand for, and of reaching for each other's credence and/or appeal. After a while she found herself somewhat clear over what attitude to take on. So she stood up, then slowly walked towards the two of them. She stopped and paused a full arm length's way from their table, almost smiling smugly but still keeping her distance from insinuating that they were her fancy.
Th woman looked at her and smiled. The man looked more hesitant. Then they glanced at each, upon which they both looked back at Lena, who seemed content but a bit doubtful about what her own appearance there was like. After a while, she asked humbly if she may sit down, indicating the empty chair at their table. The two of them nodded and the man said: "Sure, help yourself to it!" The woman looked at him, and then at Lena. "Sure, sit down, please," she said.
"Thank you," Lena said, "and did so. While doing it, she looked at the woman and fancied her as close enough to liking her for there to be an insinuation of responsibility for trying to bond (at least a bit) and/or even of love. She then looked at the man, whom she now felt was to be seen as sort of a tool for reaching her. Thinking about this, she smiled to herself and then said: "I feel the two of you should see in each other that you are a great couple - or," she looked a bit unsure of herself, "are you something else with each other?"
The man sighed. "We're sort of a couple," he said. The woman nodded. Lena smiled and reached out her hand. "I'm Lena," she said.
"I'm Robert and her name is Christina," the man answered.
"And I'm Tony," the the other man broke in.
Christina indicated Robert. "The two of us are going steady for now, but have been into not expecting it to be forever."
Lena looked at her and responded: "Then perhaps you wouldn't mind going out with me as well, I suppose?"
They giggled. "No I suppose I don't," Robert said, while Christina answered that she didn't mind and would perhaps love to go out on a date with her.
"Then how about we decide something?" Lena asked.
"Well. ..." Christina hesitated. She and Robert exchanged glances, then they looked at Tony, who didn't seem to want to say anything. Instead, Robert proclaimed: "I wouldn't mind you two going out on a date, as long as I eventually can take part of your relation!"
Lena smiled. Then she indicated the people at the next table. "Are you two also with them?"
Christina looked straight at her for a while. "Yes, but their not really close friends. They are friends of Tony's, though. "
"How about you then, Tony," Lena asked, "are you close to Robert and Christina as well, or is there some other type of relationship between you?"
"Christina and I are half cousins."
Lena eyes moved from Tony to Christina and then to Robert. Then she looked down for a second, before looking back at Tony. "Is there anything that could be important, the way you feel about it, if your cousin and I go on a girls' date?"
He looked back and said with a slight sigh: "No, there isn't!" upon which Christina and Lena exchanged phone numbers and hugged, before Lena said "I hope we can get together soon enough, because there's something about you that I like very much!"
Christina blushed a little. Then she said: "If you want to we can date tonight!"
Lena looked happy. "Great" Where do you want to go?"
"How about the disco down at Patterson Street?"
Lena smiled a little. "OK! Should we dress up for dance, or do you feel that it's better to sit there and talk before perhaps getting real close?"
"I prefer both," Christina replied. "You can dress any way you like, I think. That is, they usually don't have a dress code, and I think we can have fun either way!"
"Alright!" Lena mused. "But at what time should we get together there?"
""Eight thirty, I think."
"Cool! See you there, then!"
*
That night at exactly seven thirty-one, Lena spotted Christina at the disco entrance hall. Looking at her from a bar, she watched her hand over a coat to the cloakroom attendant. She waved at her, and Christina seemed to notice her. After talking a few words to the attendant, she also went towards her seat at the bar.
"How long have you been here?" Christina asked.
"A quarter of an hour." She indicated a seat beside her, and Christina sat down.
"Do you know what," Lena asked, "I wonder if there isn't a chance for you and I to have a good relation with or without Robert knowing too much about it?"
Christina looked at her. "I'm not sure," she said. "Robert and I are open with each other, and he feels that if I don't feel like being open with him, he will feel there isn't a good relationship at all between us!"
Lena looked back at Christina and answered: "Then how about the three of us getting together for some fun some time?" Looking down, and then up again, she continued: "We could be into supporting his confidence by having him feel that it's better with the two of us than without!"
Christina looked thoughtful. "Do you mean that then he could perhaps be into our relationship being something that should not disturb him?"
"I suppose we don't have anything to loose by making him see us that way? Or what do you think?"
"Wow, I'm not sure!" Christina seemed dazzled.
They were both silent for a while.
Christina then added: "I suppose we both could give him a good time and then also have ourselves seem legit to him. But for this to be sensible, I think we should probably insinuate that he has himself had us feel horny enough for it!"
Lena smiled smugly. "Great! Then we can all meet and do it! We'll seem like a good threesome and he will be happy!"
After a few drinks, they decided to call him and ask if he felt like seeing them both at ones and then also get closer and possibly even have sex, the three of them. So Christina dialed his number and let him know.
"Well, I guess I'd love to" he responded. "Cool!" Then, after a pause, he added: "If you mean it, perhaps you can drop by here at about ten o'clock." It was about nine ten.
Christina told Lena his answer, and the three of them soon agreed to do it at about eleven instead. That way the girls would get to know each other a bit more before it, and he would have more time to get his place ready for it.
Two hours later, the two women were there, and to his amazement, they both seemed to want to cuddle Robert into euphoria. After a while they got him to undress, which Christina already was doing. Meanwhile, Lena was looking at them, and looked quite content about them seeming to enjoy her company. As they both undressed, she excited herself over that they seemed also to view her as exciting enough to want with them. This led to the three of them spending a wild night together, and also in that Lena got pregnant.
This was a good sign, she thought, but did not feel like saying it, yet, to either Robert or even Christina.
However, a turn of events made her need to rush out of town, in order to help some relatives who had enemies that were dangerous. Sadly, she realized that she should not let anyone know this. Thereby, she left town without even saying good bye. In her relatives care, she delivered and appreciated her child as the only memory she could keep of the two people whom she had very much hated to have to leave.
In Doversville, however, neither of those two had anything left of her. Both of them wondered very much where she had gone, if she had died, or what else might have happened.
For Robert it seemed that a token of pride for him easily had turned him away from his own determination and his conception about what there was to him and what it meant that he was alive. For Christina there was a notion of seeming to be insufficient for the type of fun that Lena had been able to offer her.
